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sure, seize the day but what if it just wants to be gently held??

Manila, Ph
Joined April 2009
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“Contentment is not the resignation of the hopeless but the bold affirmation that our Father knows best.“
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the 1/9 tour manila crowd pov 🥹 @eaJPark 📸: me (so glad they allowed cameras)
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kolorcoaster vinyl when 🥹🥹🥹 @clfrnia_maki
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1/9 manila tour photos from our pov hii @eaJPark how do i send these to you in high res 🥹
heyy @eaJPark i have tour photos from our pov that you might want?? 🥹 how do i send you these in high res 😭😭😭 i have a bunch 😭 Thanks for coming to Manila 🫶🏻
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not @ me randomly reviving this account hahaha
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wow i almost forgot how much i loved Breathe
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eh yung biglang nakarelate na tayong lahat sa "wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now" 🥲
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taylor really went full circle when she wrote "no amount of freedom gets you clean, i still got you all over me" in #YouAllOverMe  and then goes on to write Clean years later and says "gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean" maybe im crying
I love that Taylor's version sounds almost identical to the 2009 one but you can also tell she's grown as a vocalist. Walang pwedeng mema na "i like the old version better" kasi it sounds almost the same??? THE POINT IS TO NOT NEED THAT OLD VERSION IN YOUR PLAYLIST.
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i'm also thinking about how Taylor must have felt rerecording fearless knowing that she was giving a new life to these songs. a decade old song but i still got goosebumps?? maybe because we had a glimpse of what she had to go through to own her art?? maybe i'm sobbing??
sobrang short-lived talaga ng lover era
**kasi alam ko na ako yung makakaubos HHAHHAHASDHAKLJD
instead of "I love you" my sister says "I hid 2 oreos in your closet para di ka maubusan" and I think that's beautiful.
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hello im back from the grave to scream with my whole chest: XU!! MINGHAO!! THE MAN!! YOU ARE!!! #SVT_IN_COMPLETE
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grief is so weird. why does it feel like someone dropping bricks on your head without any warning
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This year, “Hold your loved ones tight and tell them you love them” hits harder than ever before.
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creatives life is alloting an hour or two for one task and ending up working on it until 2 IN THE MORNING SIMPLY BC OF CREATIVE BLOCK
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When you have a job that calls for public trust, you’re automatically held to a higher standard (usually) but the standards have already been so low???? We’re just begging for human decency. Stop the killings, remove “public servants” like them from their positions.
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new music every week. i love december. 🥺 open.spotify.com/album/2li1F…
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happy friday happy newmaggierogersalbumouttodayday
how rude was it of my spotify algorithm to play blue & grey right after this is me trying? 11/10 VERY RUDE
Is there a certain smell that triggers a bad memory for you? For me it’s digize essential oil 😭😭 bilang araw araw talaga sinabi ng nanay ko na “i-lagay mo yan sa tiyan mo” during my worst acid attacks.
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feel ko at this point, mas sumasama lalo yung pakiramdam ko kapag naaamoy ko siya HAHAHAHA 😭