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⠀⠀⠀YOU⠀、⠀ME⠀.͟.͟.⠀OR⠀WE⠀.ᐣ ⠀⠀⠀❝⠀something⠀about⠀you,⠀can't⠀remember.

꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦
Joined October 2022
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⠀⠀⠀⠀YOU'RE ALWAYS TRYING TO BE ⠀⠀⠀⠀🎀⠀、⠀【⠀BIZARRO ⠀CLONE. ⠀⠀⠀⠀❝⠀SOMEBODY⠀ELSE ─ .ᐟ *🔪
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⠀ .͟.͟.⠀ ❪⠀zinnia watched them, she almost felt she was living through what he is saying. she takes a small breath as she nods.⠀❫ only heard of it. ⠀
⠀ there's a place that i can show you! they make really good food, they ... ﹙ a pause. right. can't go there anymore. he adjusts his shades. ﹚ ah, they're probably closed. i'll show you the second best location. know chen's noodles? ⠀
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⠀ .͟.͟.⠀mm, was thinking about eating since i haven't yet first. mmn. is there anything you have in mind ? ⠀
⠀ ﹙ unfortunately, he won't. so, he simply chooses to shove his hands in his pockets with a small hum. ﹚ have any particular place you wanna go? stole some cash from knave, so i can spoil you rotten. ⠀
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⠀ ❪⠀zinnia nods slowly, she wished that he would admit things to himself ...⠀❫ ⠀
⠀ ﹙ a pause. he breathes out slowly as he wears his shades again, grinning at her. ﹚ sure, why not? it's boring here anyway. ⠀
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⠀ ❪⠀a slight frown tugs at her lips, he didn't look so good.⠀❫ uhm, i just ... was wondering if you wanted to talk a stroll in the city. ⠀
⠀ ﹙ slow blink. he looks towards zinnia's direction, raising his glasses to look at her. ﹚ hey zin. ﹙ he drops the cigarette below his foot, crushing it. ﹚ what'd you need? ⠀
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⠀ .͟.͟.⠀nimbus ?⠀❪⠀fiddling slightly with her coat.⠀❫ ⠀
⠀ ﹙⠀on a rooftop, taking a drag. for many reasons this time. he's more tired than usual.⠀﹚ ⠀
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⠀ ❪⠀zinnia flusters, oh. she didn't think that it'd be possible to feel something. she looks at nimbus.⠀❫ uhm, do youㅡ well, uhm. what is⠀.͟.͟.⠀what is the civilian like .ᐣ ⠀
⠀ ... i don't think you deserve to be collateral. and i think he wouldn't see you as one either. ﹙⠀nimbus talks, just as quiet. the look on his face softens.⠀﹚ ... you two would be really cute together. ⠀
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⠀ .͟.͟.⠀you know, i have been thinking that maybe uhm. you and quake are right about at least my side. .͟.͟.⠀i like him. ❪⠀the admittance is quiet about the person as if forbidden, well. it is.⠀❫ but it's okay if i remain collateral, that's what i was, created for. ⠀
⠀ no. ﹙⠀a pause. he closes his eyes before breathing out, quiet. there's a small tremor in his breath.⠀﹚ not ... not right now. ⠀
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⠀ ❪⠀zinnia blinks, following quietly as she looks at nimbus once again.⠀❫ .͟.͟.⠀mmhm. ❪⠀biting her lip, zinnia didn't know why she cared so much. maybe it's because nimbus had always looked after he. hadn't thrown her out as collateral before.⠀❫ ⠀
⠀ ﹙⠀deep breath.⠀﹚ ... you're not. relax. ﹙⠀nimbus fixes his jacket again.⠀﹚ come on, let's see if we can grab anything to eat. ⠀
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⠀ did, did you want to talk about it⠀.͟.͟.⠀ ⠀
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⠀ you liked them. ❪⠀zinnia echoes, the word nimbus seems to be avoiding. she blinks, frowning slightly.⠀❫ i mean, uhm. not speaking out of line. ⠀
⠀ ﹙⠀nimbus adjusts his shades.⠀﹚ getting attached to civilians won't do any of us any good. best cut it before it gets worse, right ? ﹙⠀he turns away, hands in his pockets.⠀﹚ ... its for the best for them. they shouldn't be associated with me. you know why. ⠀
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⠀ ❪⠀zinnia wilts slightly, she frowns towards her brother.⠀❫⠀.͟.͟.⠀but nimbus. ⠀
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⠀ .͟.͟.⠀✋️✊️ ⠀
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was the very act of being born––a mistake?
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⠀ ❪⠀zinnia blinks, tilting its head to the side. she knew it was bad to butt in, but.⠀❫ .͟.͟.⠀mhm. sure, i hope you come home soon then. ⠀
⠀ ﹙⠀a pause. he scoffs quietly.⠀﹚ i don't care. never even said this gut feeling was about anything in particular, it's why it's a gut feeling. i don't— i don't care about others. ⠀
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⠀ .͟.͟.⠀you can just say you actually started caring for something other than. all this. ❪⠀zinnia mumbled, looking away. she thought about her own self recently.⠀❫ ⠀
⠀ yeah, but somethin' in my gut tells me somethin'. bad well, worse than us but— UGH you get what i mean ! gut instincts or whatever ! ⠀
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⠀ well, you go around datingㅡ or, staying ,somewhere ! and you don't call. :( ⠀
⠀ gotta admit, they're not boring. so i end up sticking around. and you didn't call ? tsk tsk ... ⠀
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⠀ if you keep going back though, must be worth while ... uhm, i was around. ⠀
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⠀ oh⠀.͟.͟.⠀hm, i see. ⠀
⠀ found someone to mess with. they don't realize i'm not their favorite little ninja, so it's really fucking funny. ⠀
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⠀ *🙂‍↕️ yay !! ⠀
ᅠᅠᅠᅠ ᅠᅠᅠᅠOh hell yeah, absolutely, lets go. ᅠᅠᅠᅠ
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