α…  α… α…  α…  𝘨𝘳𝘒𝘀𝘦 𝘩𝘒𝘳π˜₯𝘒𝘸𝘒𝘺-π˜₯𝘳π˜ͺ𝘴𝘀𝘰𝘭𝘭.
i want to be happy but something inside me screams that i do not deserve it.
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tommy said he'll get me flowers when they go down in price. . . happy valentines day i guess.
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β€œi talked to tommy about you all the time, it helped. he didn't want this one not knowing his auntie so he wrote our childhood adventures down into stories. i regret that there wasn't any more than that. charlie darling, go to auntie char.” she holds him out to her.
β€œhe… he wrote stories about me? they can’t have been good, and he can’t know much cause there’s not much to tell. but i’d love to hold him if that’s okay…?”
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hm, yes. we could get hot chocolate instead. I want to get to know you again.
you.. me.. together? like when you used to take me for hot chocolates?
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β€œyou don't want me to go? i need you too. I've been struggling so much lately. you are good enough as a sister. it's the other way round. i let you down. i wouldn't do that to you.” her own tears were falling down her cheeks, she had longed for this day. she want her sister β€”
β€œplease gracie, im begging you, don’t go. i need my gracie, my big sister. i’m so sorry for everything, that i wasn’t a good enough sister. but please don’t leave me with no family again. i know you wouldn’t take her from me, it’s just new and i’m scared she was desperately β€”
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more than anything. believing she was dead broke her heart and destroyed her in ways Charlotte didn't know about. she was ashamed, yes but she was here, they both were. β€œthere was no other name tommy wanted. he made me cry when he told me the name he wanted. he wrote stories β€”
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about you for me to read to him, he knows all about you. do you want to hold him?”
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