foraging in the darkness for a hopeful new meta β€’ aka you know i'm using this for just processing shit again, don't you?

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Joined June 2023
i'm just out here taking care of the vessel and occasionally turning the wheel
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kindly extricate oneself from my reality
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future-faking shyster morons inserting themselves into your day, your week, your month, your whole damn life... if you continued to allow them to do it they'd feed you shit every single meal of every single fucking day
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thinking about clean-breaking it from my family i'm quite honestly fucking appalled
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update: i did walk away
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i don't know if it's permanent would be pretty tragic if so but i've woken open up and we've drifted apart don't know what going back would be like i gotta move forward with some urgency now gotta move fast and take things easier that's by cutting the toxic shit out
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getting closer to the experience > altering the experience
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WeTransfer money from you
Replying to @WeTransfer
@WeTransfer We’ve sent multiple requests to cancel our subscription via the web site and we never get a response. It’s been months! Isn’t it devious making subscription cancellation so hard? Reputable companies don’t do this. How do we get this done??
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Replying to @WeTransfer
@WeTransfer I subscribed to a 3-day free trial, after which the weekly subscription fee was supposed to be $10. However, I was shocked to receive a charge of $228, and this happened before the free trial even ended. I was informed that I must request a refund through Apple,
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Hey @AmazonUK, not every CollectPlus store is registered to receive Amazon parcels. Were you aware of this? Somebody, by the looks of it, has imported all CollectPlus stores into your systems as pick-up locations. Well... bad data = bad experience. Please revisit.
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so very little is really real
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rather annoying thing i find repeatedly in this world, is the lack of responsibility and ownership that people have towards their own last traumas any wonder really that they go through life continually repeating them
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problem so often is that you are apparently the broken one if you really allow yourself to feel it; if you really internalise it but how can pain, grief, loss and other forms of trauma transform themselves into the deepest love for life and other?
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... if we do not allow ourselves to internalise all that pain and grief? how is any transformation even possible? and without transformation... there is only ever more playing out of those same traumas it just keeps going out into the world and, you know look at the world
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the older i get, the more sick of dealing with babies i get adult ones one of them even did wear nappies!!
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just the very gentlest of engagements in the spiritual warfare
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sometimes it is a living death just being around them; or remaining tethered to them
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i'm not the broken one; i'm the fucking healed one, you deluded pair of grief-avoiding morons
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it's a hard world to be soft in
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apps are the new domain name
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