is this happening because i was born

i forgot that making art is fun. for the longest time i’ve considered it to be hard and stressful. it’s actually supposed to be fun though, i was doing it wrong

the older i get, the more i realize being in a hurry is a terrible way to live your life

THEY KEEP ADDING MORE STAGES OF GRIEF BEFORE I’VE FINISHED THE JOURNEY

just had drinks with a friend i haven’t seen in five years and she remembered things about me i have forgotten

what they don’t tell you is that sometimes you’ll want to leave, until you actually do. then all you’ll want is to go back

no one knows how to emotionally regulate. the only way to emotionally regulate is to listen to music loud as fuck

i just want to experience a season of life where I’m not always recovering from something. i get that life isn’t fair and that you have to just keep going, but i’m tired

my 5 year plan? find the energy to use my human body to participate in the world in some form or fashion

tip: if you feel unfulfilled by how you spent your time today, you can stay up late to try to combat the sense of dissatisfaction. this will ensure that you feel even worse tomorrow

“actively hungry” + “none of the foods sound good at all” is one of the worst combinations. who let this happen

there is a very specific type of love that can only be expressed by sending someone a highly specific, low quality meme at 2:00 AM with zero context

you are not behind because your life does not look like the timeline you imagined at seventeen. people change direction. people begin again. people take longer to become the person they were trying to be. there is no deadline that can make your life less worthy of being lived