maybe my worst binge of all time. there are no words to describe how humiliated and disgusting i feel. why can’t i do anything right and why do i consistently act like exercise purging can reverse all the damage i willingly do
wanting to cut for no apparent reason is so fucking annoying like even tho im so happy now why is it in the back of my head. maybe im not confronting something deep within me that bothering me enough to push me to hurt myself again