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I finally told my mom how u do me wrong u motherfucker. She kept asking if im okay, why i am so out of energy. I TOLD HER ABOUT YOU, YOU MOTHERFUCKER. DASAR JAHAT.
Oh god is this just me???? Only im the one that sad???? Lmao i just got my fucking appetite. I JUST GOT MY FUCKING APPETITE 😢 jahat. Jahat banget.
The irony of missing someone that might doesnt even regret leaving me behind. Like i said, grief is weird. I cried uncontrollably tonight for 30 mins
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nobody prepares you for the amount of pain and grief you experience when you have to forgive yourself for believing someone was actually a genuine person. the hardest part isn't just their betrayal. it's the shame you carry for ignoring your instincts.
Im sorry if i still whined about it. It was that serious for me. IT IS that deep for me. So im sorry if i still whined while processing the grief. I even took a week to process i was betrayed and treated bad. So im sorry if i process this slow. IT IS that painful for me.
You dont even know, but thank you for responding my sos signal this time. Our conversation lessen my sorrow a bit 😢
So im sorry if i still whined about how bad i am hurt. Im taking my time to heal and process all of the grief. I dont want my heart to be hardened just because this particular person. So im sorry if it took a long time for me to heal
Oh im sorry if i still whined about how hurt it was. How i still cant take any meals and only took a couple of tiny snacks through the whole day. How grief still hurt like hit u with a truck on random days. I thought this particular person was my last one until he showed he wasnt
It's still funny i still learn how to eat after that kind of grief. While maybe the other person is already living his best life act like nothing happen.
