I was just talking about this last night & it was definitely reconfirmed today... One of the WORST parts about being educated, self-aware, and advocating for/about my disorders: the beginning is full of hope that turns to frustration as time marches forward. Here's why...🧵

I love cute tights, but WHY must they be such a struggle to get on?! I'm sweating and I haven't even left for work yet!!

One of my favorite things is when I'm watching/reading a product of Stephen Kings imagination and there's a cross-over from another story. Like, it make me stupid happy.

I felt positively giddy when the filter finally took hold. 🤣🤣

You've died. The sixth photo in your camera roll is what killed you.

I woke up this morning and the branding iron is gone from my inner thigh, so that's good news. I'm still a little tender so I will be babying it for the duration, but at least I'm on the mend! Lower backs were not meant to last!

My back is killing me. Like, the worst it's ever been. It seems muscle relaxers were a terrible idea. The muscles were tight because they were protecting something much, much worse. I'm stuck in bed with pillows tucked everywhere. I'm bored. I hate this.

I sing a lot. I'll narrate my life by singing what I'm doing or what I'm thinking. I just sang to Roman, in my best boy band voice: 🎶🎙️You are getting brusshed tonight .. Even though my back feels like shiiiiIIIIIIiiiiite!!!🎙️🎶

Both my parents left me on read today. Feels like a metaphor in there somewhere.

Oh! Oh!! I almost forgot!!! I finally saw a real life bald eagle in the wild today!! I was driving, so I couldn't marvel at it, but it was a GIANT and was just soaring along the Missouri River! Makes me feel so lucky when I see stuff like that.

I asked Roman if he had been in the trash (while pointing at a snack pack lid) and he winked at me. I shit you not.

So freaking adorable. Littles are so funny because THEY have no idea why it's funny. So innocent. 🥰

Got up early and cleaned the house before going to Mom's and current me is *appreciating* past me. 💜

I went to my company party last night. It was a decades party so, naturally, it was 90s grunge for me! I won $20 and a $25 gift card to TJ Maxx! Ate a good dinner with good people. All told, a good evening. 💜 Dirty mirror picture for funsies. I'm cleaning that bad boy today!

Why don't monsters eat ghosts? Because they taste like sheet! 🤣🤣

That green thing was Niko's FAVORITE toy for YEARS. Mom found it at her house and I was going to take it home and put it up with the rest of his things. Before I could do that, Roman found it. This thing has had his full attention for at least 30 minutes. He is ENTHRALLED!

When I had my wisdom teeth out, they said, "You might feel a burning sensation in your extremities," right as my whole vagina area CAUGHT ON FIRE. I managed to get that out of my mouth and then suddenly my mom was there and I was crying and stuffed with gauze. 🤷‍♀️

Changed my profile pic. Still me, though!

I just watched the trailer for The Nun and I literally hollered cause it jump scared the shit out of me. JUST THE TRAILER!! Should I attempt this alone?!?!😱😱