Rosie from Big Brother, aka Baked Potato, has spoken up about the abuse she received from her fellow Housemate, Nathan. #BBUK Sharing for the first time since leaving the House, Rosie wants everyone to know what happened in their relationship and to express that she’s finally ‘turning her life around’ - she never wants anyone to feel how she felt. She says her time on Big Brother was ‘the absolute best’ but her life as soon as she left was ‘the absolute worst.’ Nathan even pushed her to wishing for, and attempting to achieve, her own death. She went through therapy but was even told at one point that her therapist was struggling to deal with ‘such a unique situation.’ She even had to report to the police. From what has been shared on her TikTok: Nathan was abusive, manipulative, toxic and violent. He hurt her, emotionally and physically, damaged her things, stole her phone, abused her family, and even put a plastic bag over her head. Here are some quotes, more of which can be found on Rosie’s TikTok. “In the house, I was shown extreme kindness that made me feel valued and loved. No one had ever shown me that much affection before. I genuinely believed that the guy I got with on BB had a good heart underneath the façade, and that the person I saw in the house was much closer to who they really were. Like the production team said: 'Big Brother is just Pantomime'. I thought he was embracing it for a bit of a laugh. That being said, when we came OUT of the house, their political views and the way they expressed them seemed extremely different, amplified and more intense, values and beliefs I didn't know they had, and I found a lot of the things they said increasingly difficult, disrespectful and upsetting to hear. Whenever I said my own opinions on the subjects, hoping there would be any kind of conversation they would just get angry and call me a dumb c*** or a stupid b****, mute me or delete my comments. None of this is an excuse, or a pity-party, JUST an explanation of what happened and my experience. I am NOT a 'victim', I will NEVER see myself as one; I put myself in crazy scenarios, but not only do I LEARN from them, I do BETTER. I do NOT blame the show for what happened - How were they to know?? I made decisions while I was already in a bad place that I deeply regret. I can't change anything that has already happened, but I can change my future. I've always admired people with confidence. I try to be around them as much as I can, as it's a quality I was so desperate to possess once again. Fortunately, I managed to work it out on my own.” Rosie now lives in London, is closer to her friends and family, is working, volunteering, and getting back on her feet. “Just be careful out there. Be brave, lead with grace and kindness, and don't take sh** from anyone. So much love to ya'll”