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jaad

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Joined November 2025
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I think i should really like, focus more on practice instead of conduct/generosity
jaad (@_jaaded_) profile picturejaad@_jaaded_Nov 3
A bit better at coping today partly from inspirations i had about buddhism whilst working
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A bit better at coping today partly from inspirations i had about buddhism whilst working
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I think it’s a thing of constantly thinking im not being taken seriously as much as i do other ppl, like i think their struggles are so much greater more meaningful and important than mine
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And now it’s like the good mood was a lie and it’s actually been this bad the entire time and that all of it is pointless
jaad (@_jaaded_) profile picturejaad@_jaaded_Nov 2
Every time i do shit like this it feels like im not being taken seriously or not doing enough and then afterwards it feels like i was larping the entire time even if i really wasn’t but i simply cant remember cause emotional amnesia, it’s really funny
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Every time i do shit like this it feels like im not being taken seriously or not doing enough and then afterwards it feels like i was larping the entire time even if i really wasn’t but i simply cant remember cause emotional amnesia, it’s really funny
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Sorry i was going yandere mode but i’ll repurpose this account into posting what is too cringe for my main
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Genuinely die
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I really try to have this level of attention and care to myself too, but it isn’t enough. It will never be enough
jaad (@_jaaded_) profile picturejaad@_jaaded_Nov 1
When i see people talking about trauma or wanting to injure or kill themselves, i worry so so much, i genuinely cry about it a lot you know? I spend hours thinking about them, how horrible it must be, how they even got this far, even when i really really hate them
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When i see people talking about trauma or wanting to injure or kill themselves, i worry so so much, i genuinely cry about it a lot you know? I spend hours thinking about them, how horrible it must be, how they even got this far, even when i really really hate them
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find heroin in my city @gork
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I may improve other’s lives, ive been told i do a lot and i’m really happy for that, but i am never going to be loved in the same way. Nobody i talk to is ever going to think about how their actions affect me, the way i do in excruciating detail
jaad (@_jaaded_) profile picturejaad@_jaaded_Nov 1
I don’t make good choices in life ever, for no reason at all i make extremely terrible, outright dangerous and traumatic decisions These have lasting devastating life consequences, i can never forgive myself for it
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I don’t make good choices in life ever, for no reason at all i make extremely terrible, outright dangerous and traumatic decisions These have lasting devastating life consequences, i can never forgive myself for it
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I really really want to die
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I really want to die
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oh wow i really did it now lmao
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I am genuinely doing extremely badly i really want to kill myself
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i am a girlboss i am a war criminal i am a lunatic . i am clinically insane & the next virgin mary & i am never going to die
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I am natalie rupnow
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Breaking my fingers again
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