the fear of being missing out / I also do music: @operators_band + STELLIUM. sometimes I write about booze

Joined February 2016
isolated and ostracized for much of the year, I owe a world of gratitude to the handful of people - many of you strangers! - that have listened to me. Validated me. Supported me. And understood why I am inclined to speak publicly. To tell my story. To not succumb to erasure. ♥️
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Anne Carson, and a few of her “Short Talks” that have kept me company through the years
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Not sure why but the algorithm seems to VEHEMENTLY want me to see Dakota Johnson’s SNL skits AND rewatch the 3rd and 6th season of Buffy
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I’m not hungry; I can’t sleep; can’t read; can’t think. 10/4/56
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Today is National Self-Awareness Day.
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No one will ever love you like your dead Balkan grandparent
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Me and who?
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I call this degree of disassociation The Four Krustys™️
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excuse me
The single greatest use of Chekhov's pane of glass you'll ever see. It's beyond me how someone didn't die filming these stunts. What's Up, Doc? (1972) | Peter Bogdanovich
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Montreal! I'll be in town two weeks from now to launch A Nation of Tinkerers at Système on September 3rd! Join me in conversation w/ local artist and educator @hualimusic to explore the book's themes and tales of overlooked figures from Canada’s rich electronic music history
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if you are a woman who *is* funny oh baby do you gotta be on guard around the man who *thinks* he’s funny… he gonna want u dead girl
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Dounia fights every day for her life and her family. Please help her if you can.
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hoo-boy it’s expensive to be poor
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def hella daunting to look back at your life and wonder: “but what if I liked myself?”
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anyway, Mercury is in Retrograde and evidently I’m challenging it to a duel by oversharing on the internet
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gave myself a functional cunty bob because it saves time + energy - and I appreciate truth in advertising
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*woman performing first open-mic stand up set* “Has anyone noticed that sports are kinda gay?”
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tenuously re-engaging with my long estranged family and really trying in earnest to connect but not a single person in the group chat has laughed at this side by side I sent of baby me sharing an uncanny resemblance to old Mickey Rooney ☹️
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no amount of knowing better helps me know any better
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