nina

Letting this out from the draft. Maybe Im just expecting too much but them acting like nothing is going on, as if no one’s missing and the total disregard of the fan’s feelings made me think we no longer exist in the same room and that really hurts me. I tried to reason that maybe they have no other choice but to keep it together, like running on autopilot cuz that’s all they can do for now or maybe that’s really what they stand for. Hopelessly I wish they could make even the most subtle gesture we can debunk it for sure just to let us know we are one is still real. But for the many chances , NOTHING! It’s disappointing how they just move on with everything, like all that defending protecting the bond that they made for more than a decade went to the drain just like that. I thought my faith in all of them are strong but truth is, without reinforcements, faith becomes brittle. I hate to think that a senior group like EXO may not even attempt to fight for their own group. I can’t look at them the same way but i do thank them cuz at some point they made me happy. Tbh, as much as i want all of them to together again, I dont want OT9 this way cuz we’d be robbing each other’s full happiness. Today’s edit: BYE EXO! We Are One is after all JUST empty words.