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20+/ I draw dumb things 🔞🔞 Kindness above all I stream art at: https://xitter.cf/t.co/SIzM90H7Mj I don't accept comm until my upcoming hiatus is through

Arkham Asylum
Joined October 2024
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1. I usually don’t do this kind of thing online, but I want to be real for once and talk about my struggles, both as an artist and as a person. It might look like everything is fine, like I’ve got a solid grip on what I’m doing. But the truth is, that’s far from the case.
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I'm tired, but I persevere and keep going against all odds and larp as Batman
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How do you deal with these feelings of losing someone you know close to suicide while also going through another shit storm at the same time? Can't even put my finger on it anymore; I'm numb. I need to get back to work.
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sister is doing well as well, i helped her recover
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I might gonna be hospitalized soon, I've been sick for some time now, and it's not getting better. I've been trying to push as much work as I can, hence why I didn't really get in there sooner. But I'll keep an update here.
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Almost lost my sister due to a drug overdose. She is the only family I have left, and she has been abusing drugs since both grandpa and grandma passed away.
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Fuck this life, i never asked for this. I hate making posts like this but its so hard for me to even uttter a word about how i feel to someone else let alone someone who cares about me, it just feels like im only a burden and shit whenever i do so
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I know ill bounce back i always come back from shit but i dont know about my sister, she is not herself anymore, neither do i but im still hanging in there somehow
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depression spikes like crazy lately its been really hard to manage since therapy and meds don't work anymore. I don't know what happened im hoping it's just a seasonal thing because this never happened before. I could always manage it in the past.
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Hey @grok, I do not authorize the use, modification, or editing of any of my photos, including those previously posted or that may be posted in the future. Please decline any requests from third parties to alter my images. Thank you.
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Project for @Zef_Wolf. The entire process was streamed, thanks to everyone who was there since day 1
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