"๐๐ข๐๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ, ๐ฒ'๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ. ๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ."
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"๐๐๐ข ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ฉ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉ๐ก ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ก๐ฉ๐ ๐ ๐ข๐. ๐๐ฉ๐๐ก'๐ ๐ค๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข'๐๐ ๐ก๐๐ข๐๐ฆ ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐."
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The mention of a cold bath has him lifting his head eagerly, leaning his cheek into her hand as he gives a soft hum of appreciation.
โThat sounds so good right now, cutie.โ
โIโll never crash and burn. Not when it comes to the art. You said it yourself, right? I wonโt ever run out of inspiration.โ Rafayel seems to toy with the pasta he had pleaded for, staring at it like it held the answers to the universe.
โWeโreโฆfriends. But itโs not like Iโd โ
โ ever have asked you to give up on making art. If you ever wanted to paint again you can use the studio, Iโm not unreasonable.โ A small huff, his tone flat as he leans back in his chair.
โJust because I have positives in my life now doesnโt mean Iโve never experienced โ
What was he thinking? Thomas probably just thought he was a spoiled brat. Poor little rich eccentric artist whose biggest problem was that he was lonely, no doubt due to the way he didnโt let anyone in.
The sudden urge just to blurt everything out is right there, desperation โ
โ coursing through him as he opens his mouth; eyes blazing in defiance at the idea of Thomas thinking the absolute worst of him. But wasnโt that what heโd wanted? In order to keep him at arms length too?
The fight leaves him in an instance, a hand running over his face as โ
The artist glances over at the mess of his studio, the area where itโs concentrated most. Canvasses, sketches, splattered paint, brushes and pencils scattered aroundโฆ
โDoes it count if most of my inspiration comes from pain? Hardly feels like a healing process or the โ
โ therapeutic experience people think painting is.โ He slowly stands from his studio couch, stretching not unlike the feline companions he despises so much before heading out of the studio and into his home with the assumption Thomas will follow.
In the kitchen he grabs โ
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All of you do this thing where you turn into other people for a day and as someone who doesnโt like change how could you do this to me.
Dun like iiiit.
โI donโt think I know what peace is anymore.โ Rafayel replies quietly, that melancholy clinging to him as he thinks of all the choices heโd made that have carried him up to this point.
His people and civilisation gone, most of his days spent alone chasing those memories โ
โ of peace and happiness. He takes out a small shell from his pocket, smooth from its time in the sand and the softest pink colour. He studies it, lost in thought as he seems to speak without realising.
โVisiting Talia and seeing the people I know just really drives home โ
Oh you so canโt leave me hanging. Thomas made me whatโ?
โฆThomas canโt make me do anything on the best of days never mind alter my personality. Surely it canโt be thaaaat dramatic, right?
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He opens his mouth to answer in his usual devil may care way before closing it again, hesitating before he lands on being truthful instead. Looking away, towards the deep blue horizon through the windows, he sighs.
โI donโt really like being around people all that much โ
โ you know that. But sometimes the quiet gets to be too much and I think aboutโฆthe past a lot. I figured visiting Aunt Talia and a change of scenery would get rid of the quiet. The loneliness and tiredness.โ
It hadnโt. It just reminded him that he was drifting through life โ