All commission will be done in the next months. After that, I may have some rest. The past months have been too much for me. Sorry everyone for letting you down, and thank you for everyone, I am indebt to your kindness that I still live till now.
Somehow, I understand why people smoking, using drug, alcohol, when they grow up.
Sometimes reality is harsh, that they need something to fogged up their mind.
I grow up never fond of those, but many times, it does feel tempting to stop all the voices in my head.
What's the bravest thing you ever said ?
Help.
Asking for help isn't giving up.
It's refusing to give up.
Saw this from TankTolman a while ago.
It originally from The Boy, the Mole, the Fox and the Horse I think ?
Found a suicide hotline in my country, it doesn't work at midnight through.
1PM to 8PM.
Maybe I'll give it a shot later.
Horrible years in my life. I'm sorry for being so negative on twitter. Life just been horrible, and I'm doing my best to get it out alive and well right now.
Almost accepting defeat last month, but I'll fight for it.
...
Sometimes death sound like the only way out of terrible situation.
I wish I can complete everything.
I wish I can live up to people's expectation.
I'm sorry.
I'm doing my best. I'm sorry.
I have failed so many people.
I still refuse to give up. But it's hard in these time.
Today I heard something about the little pal that just gone to heaven.
Before it's her time, she walk into the house and look at mom, then come back to his spot.
She's wait for my sister's husband ( his og owner ) to come home to look at him for the last time, before she died.
My family dog just died. Don't know how to feel right now.
She's a good girl. Hope you live well on dog's heaven.


