Louise Hase

After Meghan Markle's baby bump fell to her knees on January 14, 2019, and after her baby bump deflated while she bent down to talk to a couple who were seated and then her bump magically popped (with a loud sound) back into position on her belly and ribs, she and Harry worried about being found out. At least they were terribly worried and troubled about something. The press remained mainly favorable toward Meghan, with only a few passing mentions of her new name, 'Duchess Difficult'. Other than that, it was the public who couldn't fail to notice the way Meghan cradled and held her bump. The media said nothing, but people found her actions to be over-the-top, as if no one had ever been through a pregnancy before. Meghan and Harry were terribly worried and troubled about something. When Meghan recounted her memories from January 16, 2019, the day when she met people at Mayhew, her memory had failed her. Lady Colin Campbell recounts this in her book, Harry and Meghan: the Real Story Updated. Meghan later said the media coverage of her was terrible and so negative, when that was patently false. Did she suffer from brief insanity during the Oprah interview in early 2021? Harry and Meghan would say they were in a crisis on January 16th, but the couple couldn't point to anything that actually, truly happened to make them feel like they were in crisis. Meghan later explained she was 'curled up in a solitary ball of misery, tempted by the cruelties of the press to end it all'. Meghan said she didn't decide to end it all, only because Harry had already been through so much tragedy in his life, so she kept her and their baby alive out of concern for Harry. Not the baby. Some of this makes one think of Princess Diana, when she threw herself down the stairs in front of Queen Elizabeth as a cry for help. Meghan idolizes Harry's mother, and hearing about Meghan's brush with a deep depression that would make her want to end it all harkens back to Harry's mother wanting the pain she was in to simply stop. Except Meghan didn't appear to ever be in a deep depression or deep sadness. On the evening of January 16, 2019, Meghan and Harry attended a performance by Cirque de Soleil to benefit Sentebale. Meghan told the world she was in a place of deepest despair that day, but she managed to drag herself off the floor and dress in a tight, sequined navy blue dress. She managed to do her makeup and hair, and at the event she glowed and grinned. Meghan isn't a good actress, and yet nobody looking at her that night of January 16th would ever believe she wanted to end her life and her baby's life that day and evening. Harry was the one who looked forlorn, and though he offered his hand to Meghan in an almost rote manner, he appeared to be unhappy. Meghan looked thrilled to be noticed and in her pregnant prime, too. I will step aside for a minute to say I am not making light of suic*de. I've had friends and family take their own lives, and it's one of the worst things to ever happen to them and us. Those left behind are in so much pain, while those who did end it all must have been in so much turmoil that our hearts hurt for them. Please know I do not take this subject lightly. I wish every person who teeters on the edge of leaving this world by their own hand knew they had a reason to live. That they are loved and needed and we want them to reach out to us for relief from their suffering. Back to Meghan. Maybe she was going to take her life. Maybe she was so upset by her crisis that she would forget to think about the precious life growing inside her. Maybe she pulled together the act of a lifetime, because Meghan looked so happy and pleased with herself and her life at the Royal Albert Hall on January 16, 2019. Meghan told Oprah about how she went to the HR (Human Resources) department to help with her depression. But anyone with a modicum of intelligence knows PR exists to help the employees of the Firm with work-related matters. A PR department has nothing to do with one's health or mental health. Harry had spoken two days before Meghan's near attempt on the importance of good mental health. Harry had attended therapy sessions for years to deal with his mental health pain, so he would know how to direct his wife to the appropriate places for relief from her suffering. Why didn't Harry help? Why did Meghan ask for help from a place not in a position to help at all, and she knew that? Harry didn't help his ailing wife! I'm going to assume Meghan has a brain and knows Human Resources was not the place to receive help. She needed to go to her obstetrician, since depression in pregnant women is a real issue to be solved, but she didn't. Why not? Was there a real OB attending Meghan? Maybe not? Why didn't Meghan go to any of her doctors and ask for help from them? Meghan had the best health care possible, and every one of her doctors would have agreed to help her, so why didn't she ask for mental health help from them? From her doctors? Why no reference to a psychiatrist for aid? Why didn't Meghan ask around? Why didn't Harry, who knows how it feels to be depressed? Meghan told Oprah and others how the Palace had let her down. They refused to help her in her time of most desperate need. That's what Meghan said, and yet it appears no royals knew of any attempts Meghan made in a plea for help. Nobody within the palace knows of any effort Meghan made to ask for help, so why does such a discrepancy exist? Why, indeed. Finding Freedom, the biography Omid Scobie wrote with help from Harry and Meghan (he's been markled now...figures), gave the name of Meghan's obstetrician. Lady C writes in her book how she heard the husband of this OB was irate over his wife's name being mentioned in this book. The OB mentioned as being Meghan's OB was not in the country when Meghan gave birth to Archie. That happens, of course, by why name her and not the doctor who delivered Archie? Why do so many questions surround this opaque couple? The obstetrician who delivered Meghan's baby in May 2019 did not deliver her baby, because she was out of the UK then. So why the lie? Why name a doctor who didn't work with Meghan to birth Archie? To what end? And does Meghan not think people will find out when she fibs? It boggles the mind. Going back to Oprah's interview, which aired mere weeks before Prince Philip succumbed to his illness and died.... Harry and Meghan said after they asked Human Resources for help and didn't receive any mental health help, they demanded that palace authorities and Harry's family be shielded from the terrible, cruel press. Except the press wasn't bad at all. Why ask Queen Elizabeth to muzzle the press? Why did Harry and Meghan, in 2021 say they needed help from the big, bad press? Because they were the subject of both positive and negative press in 2021, and viewers would have a hard time remembering what the press was doing back in January 2019. What Harry wanted in 2019, after the fetus fell to Meghan's knees, was to have only good stories printed about Meghan. He asked then-Prince Charles to help push for only lovely stories to be printed about Meghan. Except that's never going to work. Harry and Meghan cannot tell the press what to write. They cannot hide the truth from the world by forcing the press to lie for them. Yet Harry pushed for Meghan to only have glowing stories written about her. He wanted the truth hidden, and to this day that is what the couple wants. Even today, Joe Rogan makes fun of Harry and Meghan along with South Park, Family Guy and the Grammys. The fake couple cannot force the press en masse to lie for them, and yet Harry tries to this day to stifle them from writing the truths about this unsavory couple. But back in 2021 so many Americans fell for Meghan's story that she told to Oprah. The long-serving Queen Elizabeth II was sick herself and dealing with the impending death of the love of her life, her strength and stay, Prince Philip, and she had to hear all the lies pouring from the mouths of Meghan and Harry. Meghan and Harry dine out every night on being victims of the kind and caring Queen Elizabeth and Prince Philip, King Charles, Catherine the Princess of Wales and Prince William. They dine out on Diana's memory and Meghan's cosplay of Diana is weird. Look at how Meghan tries to look like Diana, and she plays mummy to Harry by his own admission. In March 2021 it was easy for Meghan and Harry to throw the royals and aides under the proverbial bus, because their lies hadn't yet caught up with them. Most of us here knew at least 21 lies were spoken by Meghan to Oprah. I kept track and will list them when we get to that part in this saga. What hurts is Meghan saying she felt like ending it all, when she grinned like a Cheshire Cat on that day. Meghan said she cried when the lights would go down, and yet her makeup wasn't smudged, and she didn't look like she had cried at all. Meghan sparkled that night. And yet Meghan was more than willing to victimize the real royals who lived their lives as best they could, suffering from her lies about r@csim and bad press, and doing herself in. Lady C makes it clear the press was mainly good. They loved on Meghan in 2019. They looked forward to the birth of her baby. The royals looked forward to welcoming Harry and Meghan's first child, so why lie? Playing the victim card usually means victimizing someone who doesn't deserve it when it comes to Meghan and Harry. They caused pain by their lies spoken to Oprah and in their biography by Scobie, and now we know why Oprah had been invited to a royal wedding when she didn't know the groom or the bride. Meghan knew she would grant an interview to Oprah to make herself look good. We see that. We saw that. It took some people longer to get where we are today, and our hearts ache for Elizabeth and Philip. Meghan's baby bump falling out of her belly and to her knees and making popping sounds and deflating over two days in January 2019 prompted her to act. Harry was also in on this, and nothing else happened at the time that would warrant a crisis. Meghan was in crisis mode, but most have a hard time believing she was going to end it all. And still there exist some people who think Meghan is the consummate victim. (The crowds at Queen Elizabeth's Platinum Jubilee.) Most of the world doesn't think that way. And I personally hope Queen Elizabeth knew we sided with her from 2017 until her death in 2022. Looking at the way Her Majesty waved one final time at the crowds celebrating her Platinum Jubilee, I think she knew how much she was believed and loved. More to come. Thank you for reading this.