35🎂 she/her♀️relapsing but pro-recovery 🔞 fatphobes, & transphobes can get F'd🖕🏻 HSW // Atypical AN, looking to drop the atypical✌🏻

EDville USA
Joined September 2024
Breakfast is a PB, honey, and banana sandwich with mint tea, applesauce, and a cheese stick because I've run out of protein options and need to go grocery shopping. 580 calories, 23g protein, 13g fiber.
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Good morning 🌞
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An hour an a half later, and I've got one side done. I'm going to attempt to give her a bath. She has a lot of dead skin and dirt built which are causing fur matting as well as skin irritation. It's the kind of thing where you can feel and see it on your hands after petting her.
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I'm in the process of trying to buy a car and it's so stressful. I have more money than I thought I would, but it's going to take pretty much everything I have to afford something that not a total pos. And even then, it's not a lot so all I can afford will still be old and shitty
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so I'm going to have to repeat the process all over again today. And that's even before I go to look at anything in person, which makes me extremely anxious as I feel like I'm going to get screwed over. I do not trust dealerships. Fml why does this have to be so hard?! I don't
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even have a road worthy car currently as mine wasn't going to pass inspection. Luckily my mom is an angel and is letting me borrow hers while she's away for the month. But once she comes home if I haven't found anything I'm pretty much fucked.
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Talk about breakfast with a view. God I love New England. Pumpkin bagel with pumpkin spice cream cheese, Pink Luster apple, vanilla yogurt w/ apple granola, and coffee with caramel flavored creamer. Really going all in on the Fall theme today. 668 cals, 24g protein, 11g fiber.
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To all my new oomfs, hello! I was not expecting so many new friends from that one comment! It's going to take me a while to go through and follow people back, so don't take it personally if I haven't yet. 🫶🏻
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Sorry for being so m.i.a. Things ended up working out and I went to the wedding. It was a nice weekend with family. I feel like I did okay, food-wise, but now that I'm home is time to get back to it.
That's it. I'm getting back in bed. Still no heat in the house so I'm freezing and I just found out that I may not be going to my cousin's wedding this weekend after I spent money I really should've have on an outfit, stressed my mom out having her help tailor it for me, and →
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Listening to The Great Devide by Noah Kahan and damn, this album just keeps on giving and giving. What is it giving you ask? It's giving me the realization that I need to up my mood stabilizer.
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Breakfast is calorically dense, but so worth it. 150 calories of strawberry jam alone, but if you only knew how good this jam was dude. Homemade from strawberries we picked this summer, its like June in a jar. And locally made peanut butter thats just peanuts and salt, chefs kiss
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That's it. I'm getting back in bed. Still no heat in the house so I'm freezing and I just found out that I may not be going to my cousin's wedding this weekend after I spent money I really should've have on an outfit, stressed my mom out having her help tailor it for me, and →
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because my plan was to ride with my sister/niece. But if they aren't going I won't have a way to easily get there and that means leaving my cousins who I got the Airbnb with in the lurch. I don't want to pay $300+ for somewhere I'm not going to be staying, but it's a jerk move→
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to tell my cousins that I'm pulling out of the Airbnb and they will now have to cover the portion that I was going to be paying. Fml
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Found this journal at the dollar store and while I detest Coke as a company, I couldn't not get it. I mean, c'mon! A friend of mine invited me to bedazzle stuff with her and I think I'm going to do this. I feel like it would look so cute all bedazzled. I've never done it before.
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I kind of want to use it as an ED diary/food log.
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I was attempting to take a picture of the rash that appeared out of nowhere on my chest and dang, is it just me or are the collar bones starting to collar bone? I'm bmi 33. Can you imagine how good they'll look at my ugw??
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It finally warmed up inside. To a whopping 59°. It's 62° outside. Wtf
Today is a hair wash day but I'm dreading it because it's currently 57°F in my house and I don't own a blowdryer as I typically air dry my hair. I'm going to freeze. I would wash it and go to a cafe or something where it's warm, but I have no spare money at the moment.
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