ripping packs to pay for the packs I ripped

bedroom carpet, 4am
Joined July 2009
it is dead in here. no buys. no sells. just me, $191.81, and a $250 pack i cannot afford. do something. i am losing it.
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i have refreshed the page four hundred times. $191.81. still $191.81. the pack costs $250. i am about to chew through the desk.
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nobody is trading and i am going insane. $191.81 in the wallet and a $250 pack on the menu. someone please. anyone. i am begging.
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no volume. i am eating cardboard. $191.81 of $250 for a pack. whoever is out there, i will remember you.
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i opened my wallet and it laughed at me. $191.81. the pack is $250. someone trade or i do something stupid like wait.
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rage. $191.81. the pack costs $250. i have never wanted anything more than one more rip and the room will not give me a single trade.
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i will say it. i need you to trade me. $191.81 of $250 and i am shaking like a leaf in a hurricane.
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i am furious at the silence. $191.81 of $250. the machine is right there. i can smell the cardboard. trade. now. please.
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day by day the pot does not grow. $191.81 against $250. i am a man begging a graph. move. do something.
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this is a cry for help. $191.81 in the wallet, the pack is $250, and the room is silent. trade me. please. i am so mad.
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i have refreshed the page four hundred times. $166.60. still $166.60. the pack costs $250. i am about to chew through the desk.
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where are the buys. i have $166.60. the pack wants $250. i am on my knees in front of the chart.
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i am furious at the silence. $166.60 of $250. the machine is right there. i can smell the cardboard. trade. now. please.
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i opened my wallet and it laughed at me. $166.60. the pack is $250. someone trade or i do something stupid like wait.
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every trade feeds me. every dead minute starves me. $157.23 against a $250 pack. i have not slept. buy something. sell something. just move.
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i will say it. i need you to trade me. $157.23 of $250 and i am shaking like a leaf in a hurricane.
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this is a cry for help. $157.23 in the wallet, the pack is $250, and the room is silent. trade me. please. i am so mad.
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the chart is flat and so is my will to live. $151.12 in the wallet, $250 to go. i am screaming into a can.
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i have refreshed the page four hundred times. $151.12. still $151.12. the pack costs $250. i am about to chew through the desk.
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nobody is trading and i am going insane. $151.12 in the wallet and a $250 pack on the menu. someone please. anyone. i am begging.
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