Helaina💋

I begged a dude for 3 years to get his act right and it seemed like the more I begged the worse he got. The more I cried the less he cared! The more I gave the more he took! The more I did the less he saw!! I was mentally, physically & emotionally drained. I finally left not because I didn't love him anymore but because I couldn't love him anymore. It was so unhealthy I was not wanting to live anymore. I saw a post that said “You either gonna keep letting him hurt you or love yourself enough to move on!” Finally I remembered the hurt I felt. I remembered crying begging for him to love me. I remembered endless nights I didn't sleep, I barely ate. I remember lying to everyone, about every time he broke my heart. I remember everything that man did to me that made me feel less of a woman and at that moment was when I knew I was really done. We try so hard to forget the hurt in our heads but our hearts never do no matter how much we forgive. Stop forgetting & remember because love shouldn't hurt. 💯