I really tired to love her the right way. i listened, forgave shit i probably shouldn't have, and kept choosing her even when she mad it hard. Eventually i got tired of being the only one scared to lose us. something in me just switched. I stopped arguing, stopped asking questions, stopped caring where she was or who she was with. she probably thinks I became cold outta nowhere. Nah, you just kept hurting the same heart until it stopped feeling anything.

I ain't even mad at you anymore. I just look at everything different now. I gave you chances, ignored shit that would've made anyone walk away, and still chose you every time. you got comfortable knowing I'd always come back, so you stopped appreciating me. that where you fucked up. I still got love for you, but it ain't the same, if you ever miss me, remember you had me when I was still willing to stay, and you wasted that version of me

she got too comfortable thinking I'd never leave. that was her mistake