ᅟᅟ ᅟᅟ ᅟᅟ ᅟᅟ ᅟᅟ ᅟᅟ ᅟᅟ ᅟᅟ ᅟᅟ ᅟᅟ ᅟᅟ ᅟᅟ ᅟᅟ 𝐋𝐘𝐍𝐂𝐇.

⠀⠀ no one’s forcing you to be here, oskar ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ yes, it is. that’s kind of the whole point, oskar 💘⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀

too tired

⠀⠀ was hoping you’d do the honors 💘⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀⠀ admit it - you thought i got infected 🙄⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀oskar . . . please. just . . . just go, you’ve done enough harm. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ let it be that. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ good choice. but you’re not staying here regardless. get out. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ you want something from me. that’s why you’re here. we both know you don’t give a damn about no living soul besides yourself and even that is a matter of self loathing: so you need me. for something. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ so then why . . .why are we both still here ? ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ you haven’t given me a single reason to trust you. everyone who did u got rid of. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀just tell the truth for once. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀ why didn’t you get rid of me ? ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ i’m not arguing with you over this — do as you please. just please don’t take anyone’s life away in my house again. it makes me physically ill. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ i know you’re scared to talk about it. and i’m no therapist. but i refuse to believe that all people are universally evil. not even you, oskar. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ whatever happened to you . . . that you fear the world so much so you settle for hatred. the world is not going to change if you hurt the people in it ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀

⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ maybe that’s the truth - but it was all i ever knew when life was normal. and it gave me purpose. so i do it because i choose to believe its the right thing to do. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀