Going to tag my goals to top of my timeline to remind myself what I need to achieve and I mean need. Doesn’t look like this year it will happen so this fail needs to fuel. - Achieve Twitch Partner. - Get an opportunity to build a friendship with @zentreya. - Do a charity event for mental health and Sexual abuse survivors. - Be in a place to not be homeless again. - Inspire and unite others with positivity. - Virtually do a meet and greet. - Become a @GamerSupps partner to get a cup and flavour. - To have my own VCard 😂. My goals to others are small but my small goals are massive to me. Zen of you don’t want your name on here just let me know. Otherwise I will take it as a yes eventually 😂. Believe, fight, succeed. 🖤💚

Goodnight everyone, Just one more day to go for the midweek days. You have done great and you deserve all the rest you can get. Keep that good energy going, sleep well and have some wonderful dreams. 🖤💚

Today’s random recommendation for an older horror is one called Maniac Cop. Starring a younger Bruce Campbell. What do you do when you are trying to find an officer of the law who is supposed to be dead….and he isn’t on the god side of the law. 🖤💚

Watching me some Jaws. Love me some shark movies. 🖤💚

Life 😂. 🖤💚

So many of you have a cloud over you and I think the storm has blown you here to find this. Your brain is in a constant fight with you, it tells you some of the most horrible things like how you are a waste of oxygen, your a failure as a human, you would be doing everyone a favour if you just weren’t here or that you are just not wanted anywhere. Just know that every storm does clear and the voices you hear will change. I want to tell you that your not a waste of oxygen, you are not a failure, the world would be so much worse off if you weren’t here and you are wanted. You are here this second reading this, it means you are winning because you are still here, because you have chosen to get up today. That makes you a warrior and us warriors chose to fight. The hard work you are doing, putting in every single day is not going unnoticed. I can see you and how hard you are fighting. I want to tell you that I am proud of you, so so proud of you and you have got this. I also want to say you are not alone in this battle. Please reach out to someone and if you have no one to reach out to then my DMs are open. I am no professional but just someone with a lot of personal experience. I am proud of you and I know you will own the day. You have got this and together we are so much stronger. 🖤💚

Good morning, Happy Thursday to you all. You are past the half way mark for the week and you are doing great. Keep going, keep fighting and keep believing. Check in on one of those tag team partners who are struggling and just remind them that they are not alone. Now take this day by the horns and own it like I know you all can. Keep hydrated and have a fantastic day. 🖤💚

What keeps you streaming and what made you become a content creator? First off I have been 1000% been inspired by @zentreya to enter this space. I spent so much time alone at home just looking at stuff on the internet and found this person who was always full of energy and not using their voice to interact with people. You found stuff out about the hardships they had been through, their background and realised it was something you could connect with. Being someone who has such a tainted past in abuse and trauma. I had always found it very difficult to stay consistent with one thing but I found myself really enjoying the videos and then streams that happened. When I couldn’t work anymore due to health it took a few years but it was Zen that convinced me that maybe this was something I could do with watching everything that she was doing and seeing that there was actually nice people out there (something I hadn’t experienced). It showed me that I didn’t have to be just a chronic ill/disabled person who did nothing so I decided that I was going to give it a try. I found that I loved it so much and actually getting to talk to real people was so so nice. I had no clue that Vtubing would become my life and the one thing I am so focused on. I couldn’t live without it now and thanks to Zen I decided to make the choice to turn my past horrors into something positive. That’s why I am so hellbent on being a positive voice and being there for others if needed. I thought well why don’t I use my own experiences that I have so much of with mental health to be an advocate for others and try and help them not to go through what I went through and not struggle alone. It has also made me realise that actual as a human I am a good person and definitely worthy of having aspirations and dreams to achieve even though I am at the hag age. So it helped me have my aspirations dreams to be born and yea now we work towards them every day. You know what it is, I am sure Zentreya knows it and I think a lot of people can see how genuine I am in wanting to create a friendship. To be someone that can just be there to listen when things are hard, to chat to when needed, to play so crazy ass games and get Zennapped to some random crazy fun and just appreciate getting to interact with people. No matter how old you are, how broken you feel, how alone you have always been. Please remember that at some point a light will shine and you will have clarity on what it is you want to do. For me I want to thank @zentreya for just getting that door ajar for me. I will work hard to show you that I mean everything word I say and mean that when I want to be someone that can be relied on that I am that person. My life consists of my dogs, horror, medical stuff and vtubing so I am going nowhere. Much love all and sorry for the long read. 🖤💚

Goodnight all, You have made it through another day and surviving the day is the real strength. You might not of got all the outcomes you want but that is ok as tomorrow is a new day, new chances to get that dream you want. Sleep well, keep dreaming those dreams you want to achieve. 🖤💚

Thank you for coming and joining the fun in Super Battle Golf. Thank you all for collabing with me it was alot of chaos lol. Thank you to @ SpiritTheory and @VioletLustrous for the raids. We raided out to @_Silvervale_ and it is so awesome seeing her back. Please show everyone some love and have a great rest of the night. 🖤💚

Murder time with all the things I can find inside my golf bag @SakuraWitchVT @djfindumonde @lunavesperUK and @anonymous_5838 Click click boooom. 🖤💚 twitch.tv/sweetbearvt

I know Fillian had lots of connections but is there a way to revive the Vtuber awards? Or create something new? I don’t have any contacts but would be happy to get involved in anyway I can. 🖤💚

Good morning, It is the middle of the week and for a lot of people a tough day. Check in on someone to make sure they are coping ok. Just know that someone out there today is getting up and continuing purely because of you. Keep going with your positive energy, keep hydrated and have a great day. 🖤💚

Goodnight to all of you, As the night closes on another day take a deep breath because you made it to the end. You gave today everything you had and even though you might still feel unseen, rest your tired mind and recharge with the hope tomorrow brings about nice surprises and the winds of happiness may start to blow your way. Sleep well, dream amazing dreams and don’t give up. Much love. 🖤💚

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Sorry for the late notice but no stream tonight. Blackout when cooking earlier and just been unwell since. Sorry 🖤💚

My community - What have you been up to today SweetBear? Have you been productive. Me for the last couple of hours........ youtu.be/O-II_5p1vqE?si=VlXX…

Would you let me drink your brain juice? 🖤💚

Good morning and happy Taco Tuesday, As you continue the week continue to be kind to others and yourself. Be respectful, treat them how you would expect to be treated yourself. A kind mind will help keep you grounded. Keep hydrated and have a nice day. 🖤💚

Goodnight everyone, Hope today has been a success for you all. We all go through hard times and then can really take their toll on us. Remember though that dreams you have are still alive while there is still hope and you have not been told not to. Waiting and being in limbo doesn’t feel great but you got to keep going. Keep dreaming, keep chasing and sleep well. 🖤💚