When you learned how to walk as a child, I guarantee you fell down 100’s of times. But I also guarantee you never thought “this isn’t for me”. So why now, as an adult, you try something and immediately give in? It’s because as a child, you have full encouragement from everyone around you. There’s nobody who would have the audacity to look at a small child and go “give up loser lmao”. But as an adult, you get mostly judgement, hate and disbelief. There are people out there who genuinely want to see you crash and burn. Whether that’s because of jealousy or pure hatred, I don’t know. And it’s not for you to worry about. What you should be focused on is ignoring the naysayers, and keeping that childlike mindset. Do not give in until you win.