My Testimony: Many people see surrendering to God, our ABBA Father, Jehovah through our Lord & Saviour, Jesus Christ as a weakness. They think Jehovah created humans to do life without Him & His guidance. I have GOOD NEWS for you! ☺️ Bc we are ALL born into sin that separated us from Jehovah our CREATOR from birth, we ALL first NEED to be reconciled to Jehovah THROUGH our Lord, Jesus Christ.✨ You may THINK you are functioning well right now but ur foundation is built like sinking sand. One day, your foundation will EVENTUALLY crack & break open & you will hit rock bottom. It’s inevitable. I recently told a high school mate of mine that I’m so GLAD I became a mess in my early 20’s bc it was a reflection of the inner turmoil that was happening inside of me that was dormant. If I didn’t become a mess, I wouldn’t have known I need a Saviour & when my Lord & Saviour, Jesus Christ rescued me, He showed me that it’s INITIALLY my foundation that is a mess. It was just dormant. So, Jesus Christ told me He is going to completely break down the sinking foundation I was initially building on & that I must use Him as the foundation to RE-BUILD my life on bc His foundation is like a rock, unlike my previous foundation that was like sinking sand. He further told me that WHEN the INEVITABLE storms of life, trials, tribulations, etc come my way, this time around… I won’t be shaken bc I will have built my life on a solid rock & I’ll stand FIRM. I told Him I accept His wonderful offer bc the foundation I had was already broken. I had no leg to stand on & I can’t get up & stand on a broken foundation. So, He stripped away EVERYTHING & EVERYONE that was still remaining in my life. My old life was already COOKED, anyway but He tore away the filth that was still remaining. He followed up by washing me clean, by giving me a new heart & He took away my old heart of stone. You see, I had BECOME evil. The hurt I carried made me harder than most people. Hurt people, hurt people. My high school mate laughed & affirmed what I was saying by saying: “Somi, you were a WRECKING BALL.” Anyone who came my way was not safe bc I was tearing down myself, my ex-husband, my relatives, former friends & acquaintances, my reputation, etc The demons I had due to the UNREPENTED sins I was committing, made sure I broke myself & everyone that crossed my path & the solution they offered me was to become a sangoma. As I sat in the mud of my destruction, my Lord & Saviour, Jesus Christ offered His hand to me & since I had nothing to hold on to bc being a sangoma was just NOT an option for me, I quickly grabbed His hand, He pulled me out of the mud & He LITERALLY rescued me. Why was being a sangoma NOT an option for me? I just rejected the “calling” IMMEDIATELY bc I always felt the path of destruction I was on was SPIRITUALLY orchestrated to lead me right where they wanted me, to become a sangoma. I felt like a problem was created & the same people that created it wanted me to surrender to them for the solution. It’s like when a virus is created so we can submit to get “the cure” like “conspiracy theorists” say COVID-19 occurred. Don’t get me wrong, I take accountability for ALL the things that I’ve done & ALL the things that I’ve said. I just felt like I was being SPIRITUALLY manipulated into submission in EVERY ASPECT. Also, my paternal ancestors were WICKED & I refused to submit to “dead people” that want to control me. So I told the sangoma that told me I’m supposed to become a sangoma that I’d rather DIE, I’ll never be part of that. Little did I know that, I’d end up DYING to myself through my Lord & Saviour, Jesus Christ. The best DEATH that exists in life.🤞🏾💖 Jesus Christ did NOT force me, did not manipulate me, He is a COMPLETE Gentleman. Since I rejected the other side, I was in no man’s land & He just walked right towards me with His hand reaching out to me & I held on TIGHTLY to HIM. That was ONLY the beginning… 😊

Fact 101:

Karen is BACK! 💖😊 I’m SAT! 😮‍💨 #RHOP

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Every time I think about calling him, Phaedra’s #RHOA scene crosses my mind & I change my mind! ✋🏽😭

Discernment 101:

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Wisdom 101:

I’m in the mood for SPICY HOT🔥🥵 food!

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Holy Sabbath Day, Sabbath-keepers! 💖😌 Hebrews 4:9-10 “So there is a special rest still waiting for the people of God. For all who have entered into God’s rest have rested from their labors, just as God did after creating the world.”

Proximity determined our circle back then. Life is better now bc we get to connect with like-minded people who are many miles away.

Wisdom 101:

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What’s the name of the song that was playing when Msizi & Mabuyi had their “you look like trouble” moment? 🤔 #HomecomingMzansi

Bro! I’ve even blocked them! ✋🏽😒

Every little decision is a choice of direction: Obedience to Jehovah our God or disobedience to Jehovah our God. One act of obedience makes the next act of obedience easier. One compromise can make the next compromise easier. The pattern of those decisions is very important.

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#HowToMakeAKilling is just ANOTHER reminder that the devil is a liar. The end of the movie presents the silencing of ur conscience as freedom but biblically, the absence of conviction doesn’t mean the absence of consequences. He ended up in bondage with Jezebel.

Isaiah 45:24-25 “The people will declare, “The LORD is the source of all my righteousness and strength.” And all who were angry with Him will come to Him and be ashamed. In the LORD all the generations of Israel will be justified, and in Him they will boast.”

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