TODAY!! IT'S TODAY!!! THE MODEL IS DONE!! OH MY GOD Join my for my 2.0 Debut TODAY @ 4PM PDT on Twitch!! SORRY FOR THE WAIT AAAAAAA

MY VOICE HAS RETURNED!! 6 Year Anniversary Subathon resumes TODAY at 12PM PDT!!

Self taught fish woman's recent music box of fate attempt🐟 Legit, I just have a friend who knows stuff (thank you Steel) give me advice because I always wanted to sing opera 🫠I've been practicing for months.

I realized that I forgot to show my redesign off- BEHOLD LOOK AT THE SYREN!!! SHE CUTE!

....dress game has ahold of me 🙃

My models face broke last night when I was about to finish up. I have not slept, spent all night trying to fix it. Event will happen but might not happen today, I miss streaming 😢 I'll give a heads up when I'm ready and when I'm finally free from rigging hell. I'm so sorry 😭

🎉🎉IT'S TIME!!!🎉🎉 6 YEARS. NEW DESIGN. SAME DIPSHIT. Fish Woman 6 Year Anniversary Uncapped!! Debut on Saturday, September 26 @ 12PM PDT!! On Twitch c:

As my 6 year anniversary approaches, and seeing the conversation making the rounds, I'm getting sappy realizing how incredibly lucky I am to have gotten this far in the first place. I just started streaming one day in 2020 with a beta version VRoid Studio model, a laptop with choppy video, a crappy mic, no viewers, and not knowing what I was doing. I got affiliate a few months after I started and hit partner a year later, and have grown a very stable, supportive, wonderful community even though all I really did was stream on Twitch 5 days a week. It has legitimately become my job, and I love it with everything I have. I have learned so many skills in that time: editing, self management, L2D rigging, animating (kinda), my singing is better than every before, and my art has improved IMMENSELY compared to even just last year. 6 years later and I still have no idea what I'm doing. I have no idea how to social media properly as a creator, struggle with YouTube consistency, and get nervous when interacting with other Vtubers/creators. In spite of that, I've come very far and I don't think I could have ever dreamed of being where I've gotten to. Now I'm going through my first serious design rebrand and I have everything I've experienced and everyone I've met to thank for how far I've come, and that I'm not afraid of change as much as I used to be. SO. It was a bit wordy, but tldr: Thank you from the bottom of my heart for supporting me all these years 💚 This dipshit was able to follow her dreams thanks to you c:

tummy rigging c: (im so tired 🥲)

SO. With a heavy heart and brain, I have to announce the debut for my 6 year anniversary subathon will be delayed until 9/26/26 (my actual anniversary). I need an extra week, because it's taking MUCH longer than I expected. It'll also give me a little breathing room to actually relax beforehand, instead of pushing 12-16 hour straight working days trying to get this finished. Thank you for understanding, I apologize that I did not take into consideration how long this would take, considering the amount of detail this model has compared to the last one. Thank you guys for waiting for me, I'm excited to see you when I finish her up!! I promise she is worth the wait 🥰

Vacation Log Day 12: Gir got us Wendy's today c: I'm doing a lot better and have been taking it easy on myself~ Now that I'm not pressuring myself so much about getting done strictly before the 19th, I'm working a lot more efficiently and quickly, even with more breaks 🙏 I'm gonna spend a little more time relaxing and I'm going to hang out with friends this week too, so I don't repeat my mistakes I made the last few days. I tend to go too hard when working on something I'm excited about ^^;; Whether I see you guys on schedule or a little later, thank you for understanding and waiting for me 🥰

Vacation Log Day: ... oh shit I skipped yesterday I had a crashout yesterday after spending the entire day doing mouth rigging I thought was simple because it was less parameters but was actually horrendously complicated. So I felt I lost a day of progress and panicked and needed to be calmed down by my roommates 😅 I have since taken a step back from finishing my face rigging and started something I know well: the body and clothes! This should 1. Make me feel better about the approaching deadline because the face is usually MOST of the time you spend on a model, so once the body is out of the way I'm essentially home free and 2. I have spend the last 10 days on literally just the head and face and I'm tired of looking at it 🫠 Hopefully I don't have to delay the anniversary subathon but I know that even if I do have to, it's okay and I'm not a failure for it. It just means it will take a little more time (thank you, Roomba for the words of wisdom🙏) I should probably make some time away from rigging throughout the day so I don't burn myself out ^^;; this model is all I can think about at the moment and I need to keep myself in check 💚

Vacation Log Day 10: Vbridger is breaking me. I will overcome 🫡 9 days left. I'm getting nervous

Vacation Log Day 9: Eat, sleep ,rig, repeat. Eat, sleep ,rig, repeat. Eat, sleep ,rig, repeat. Eat, sleep ,rig, repeat. Eat, sleep ,rig, repeat. Eat, sleep ,rig, repeat.

Vacation Log Day 8: I had to remake a couple textures yesterday (forgot to split some of the eyelash parts before i imported) so my progress got pushed back, but I am very happy with the changes and I'm starting the face tracking rigging literally as I type this lmao I can definitely see that the studying I've been doing and study file examples I've been collecting have been paying off. This model is starting to look like it's on a completely different level compared to my last one. I have been having so much fun learning new things with this and making it look pretty much exactly how I wanted it to look, and I'm honestly very proud of myself~ Outside of rigging, today I'm going to the movies with friends to watch the Akira theatrical re-release!! Figured I'd get out of the house a bit more while I have the chance c: I've never been able to watch it before so I'm excited my first experience with it will be in theaters 🥰

Vacation Log Day 7: I only have 2 weeks left 😶 Good news tho, Final eye depth details and Vbridger rigging today c: The new method I'm using should take significantly less time and then everything overall should be faster since the face is generally the most complicated part 💚 I plan to actually go out for a walk tomorrow since I've been cooped up inside and you can only play beat saber so many times for exercise before you kinda wanna actually touch grass. Everything else has been pretty chill, trying not to overwork but I'm me sooo..... Can't wait for you guys to see what I've been putting my heart and soul into~

Vacation Log Day 6: I forgot how long meshing takes 💀 Spent a lot of the day just meshing the face parts, and finally got the base face angles for the most part, the head and neck are completely rigged and I had to redo the ears but it's coming along! I was up til like 4am though. Back to work today, the hardest part is halfway done so I'm hopeful I'll get to the hair and body soon c: Biggest hurdle will be the vbridger parameters 🥲 Plus side though, I've learned lemon woman makes wonderful rigging background music~