Lil bit about me!

They don't approve of ANYTHING their son does so there's your answer

I gotta get back in the game and draw pickle

I have a lot of people tell me I'm going through a loss and of course it'll affect my energy and losing Kyle does weigh on me every single day but this is not normal and I have not been feeling normal all year. I don't think grief lowers your blood pressure.

This has been my hell for the past month. It's been constantly reading like this. It's not my baseline normal. I'm usually 120/80. And I'm dizzy and tired all the time. It's really bothering me but I cannot afford another cardiologist visit.

Even just picking up my iPad has been a struggle. I don't know if it's my blood pressure being super low constantly. Hoping switching medications helps. I'm keeping an eye on it just in case.

I'm going to be so real, guys. My selfshipversary is on Halloween and it finally lands on a Saturday so I could put a lot more time into it but I just have not been feeling well, both physically and mentally. I may have to catch up on comms and then just rest.

Mockles

Just now noticing the irony of everyone laughing at Dethklok's jokes at the very beginning of the episode where they struggle with comedy.

Feeling incredibly angry and sad. There is good in this world, and I feel it from my friends and family and see it in strangers every day. Things will be okay. But right now they're not, and it's frustrating and unfair.

Strawpage has been put back up with changes. I will temporarily not be accepting anons for the foreseeable future.

I briefly took down my strawpage for personal reasons but remembered I had the queue on there, so on lunch I'm going to make temporary changes and put it back up.