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i literally eat so little & some days I only eat like one small meal…. the fact that I still have so much of weigh on me is bizarre
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It can go either way.
Recovery or relapse.
And some days, it’s both.
And that’s okay too.
Get up and try again.
I am feeling so confident in how I look lately but I feel so dead inside and it doesn't make sense. The way my body is changing makes me feel euphoric, but I can't tell if this is recovery or relapse.
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Gaining weight has actually been kinda cool lately. Never thought I’d say that. It’s true though. I’m not as disgusted with myself as I thought I would be. It’s worth it to feel alive and have my brain functioning better.
Body dysmorphia is a real thing and it hurts. like I walk around and don’t even know wtf I look like. Well I do. But my mind makes me think I legitimately look different than I do so every time I see my reflection I’m confused and scared and it’s weird. Don’t look at me.
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And now we’re roommates.
Love this girl with all I’ve got. ❤️
Crazy thing is just an hour before that I was talking to my friend about how badly I wanted to see Maggie and meet her friend xitter.cf/skinnypiease/status/10…
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Finally on medication. For the first time in my life. I’m hype, to say the least. #mentalhealthmatters
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Sorry if anybody saw my little episode on here earlier. Lol. I’m okay, just being dramatic out of frustration. I should know better. But anyways
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