Recovery Fairy

WHY AM I SUCH A COMPLICATED PERSON LIKE I CANNOT COPE WITH MYSELF

Maybe one day we will meet again x

I keep telling myself I know better, but I don’t leave

My heart aches for the love I thought I had, for the future I believed I had

Collecting names of the lovers that went wrong

Sometimes I think people look at me and assume I’m so lucky. What they don’t realise is how many hours of self work it took for me to get here. How many days I want to just give up, but I still show up even on the lowest days. I worked my ass off to get to where I am. 🤍

You can’t always run, but I wish I could.

I wish for nothing more than to go back and hug my younger self, tell her she was going to make it out and that she could be anyone in the world that she wanted to be. She didn’t deserve half the shit she put up with, but she always smiled through 🤍

Man, healing is hard.

I ache for peace.

I try to speak the truth, but why is it when you are trying to explain people don’t like the truth, people like sugar coating, lies, falseness.

Lately I feel lost. I’m in this constant perception if people are genuine. I realise I have to accept people aren’t always genuine or have the best intentions because people are people but I’m too focused into the whys and the hows.

Do you ever worry through the power of healing you’re more and more alone because you’ve been able to set boundaries and protect your peace?

Protect your energy at all costs 🤍

I see the change, I see the message.

A heart so pure everyone turns against it

Sometimes I feel so burnt out, like I used all my compassion, love and energy towards people from such a young age, my empathy is fading