Replying to @MarvinTheGuard
You want my dick. If you actually wanted me, @ThisGirlRocks_, the power wouldn't matter. [I sighed as I say down, shaking my head.]
-- heart. [I watch @ThisGirlRocks_ for a moment. There was a thin line between love and hate. That was staring my right in the face.]
Fine. Then let's fuck, @ThisGirlRocks_. Let's do what we always do. Then you can walk away in the morning with another jaded piece of my --
Replying to @MarvinTheGuard
-- the fuck out my life? I thought you loved me @ThisGirlRocks_. But all you wanted was power. So go find my cousin. Because I'm done.
Replying to @MarvinTheGuard
[Laughs.. because what else can I do? Shaking my head @ThisGirlRocks_.] You do realize that you just strengthened my resolve to get you --
-- It's so easy for you, @ThisGirlRocks_. You get the marriage and the eventual family. While I'm stuck here. Just waiting for you to --
[I turned my face away from @ThisGirlRocks_ and looked to the wall behind her. I clenched my jaw while my fists bunched at my sides.] --
[I move back from @ThisGirlRocks_'s touch to bump into a table behind me before clenching my jaw.] Don't do this to me again.
-- care. But here I was, contemplating @ThisGirlRocks_'s ever present offer.]
-- how to be. Because @ThisGirlRocks_ was always there, picking at my resolve. And I fuckin' hated her for it. I wished I just didn't --
-- regretting the morning after. But the way @ThisGirlRocks_ had her hands clutching my heart, I was trying to be strong. I didn't know --
-- who sleeps with his cousin's wife. Better than the guy who fucks random women every other night. Better than (@ThisGirlRocks_) --
Then maybe it's time I do, @ThisGirlRocks_. [The way @SheDoVooDoo looked at me made me feel like I could be someone better than the guy --
-- [I turn back to look @ThisGirlRocks_ seriously.] This is unhealthy in every way.
-- life, @ThisGirlRocks_. But maybe I never really did... Maybe it was just what I thought love was. Because this... this isn't love. --
-- the better of me as I threw my glass of whiskey at the wall behind me, turning my back to @ThisGirlRocks_.] I've loved you my entire --
-- is exactly what I need to rid my veins of you, @ThisGirlRocks_. You're everywhere. And I'm tired of it. [I was letting my anger get --
Yeah. And you're the married one, @ThisGirlRocks_. Maybe a girl like her would finally set me straight. Maybe loving someone like /her/ --
-- me. Keep me tethered to @ThisGirlRocks_.] I can't do this, Shawna. Not tonight. We know where it'll lead. Just let me go.
