Retirement. 🥲 I wanted to get very VULNERABLE with my followers and friends on twitter. This was a VERY hard decision for me. I want to thank everyone that I've met in Valorant. It has come time for me to move on and pursue a different career path in the eSports realm of Valorant. To everyone that I've met, you guys have all helped me grow as an Individual and a player, whether you liked me or not, it built my thick skin. I am going to be moving on with my career, and stepping into the coaching side of things, while also finishing my AA in Kinesiology, and trying to get my degree in Sports Psychology. I really took the time to think, and had a great conversation with a close friend. And it's just TIME! I appreciate every SINGLE one of you! Love yall, Bryan "Shadyy" DeRouen.

Ascendant 1 for the online qualifier? Hmm🤔

Work ;)

Just going to rant but the 405 as got to be THE WORST freeway in all of America. Fuck LA... lol

Haven't posted Gym in awhile. But legs are growing. Mustache is flowing.

Last 6 Months have been a growing moment for me. Learned a lot about myself. Likes and dislikes. What I want and need in a relationship. More self respect. And unfortunately how to miss and love someone from a distance. I will say this is the first time in awhile ive felt like me.

Man seeing Aaron Donald back gotta be the craziest thing.

I should of pulled up to GC GF!

LA sucks

Welcome to LA Skuby!

RIP Jakob Butturff. The Purple Ball demon.

Wishing i was getting paid for something I want to do... cough cough... coach! But 2027 is around the corner. Took a hiatus the last 6 months or so. Lost myself in a relationship, healed (Still healing) and identified some core wounds i had. Now I feel as confident as ever. I rarely give myself praise which I have struggled with. Lately I have been so proud of myself. Regardless of where I am. I dont think 2014 Bryan would of expected body transformation, living on my own, respecting myself. Long story short, love yourself. Do the self work. You'll find the peace!

Before you decide to live in this GOD awful state... cough cough.... California... cough... The Cost of Living is already ridiculous, ON TOP OF, running the AC so you dont have a stroke is another 1k$ on the bill a month...

I have my first Investor/Partner meeting tomorrow for my fitness app im creating 🥳

Too the players who don't like me, cause im a hardass when I coach, or my tone is very aggressive. I just have more passion then you plane and simple. Stop going through the motions, and you might get further <3

Hmm thinking about running a GC Bootcamp. Maybe 5 different coaches, 1 Coach per role, and 1 Coach for IGLs? Would any GC (NA/LATAM) coaches be open to do building something together in the off season for 2027? @BuildGC @GC_lft @ValorCentral

CFB 27 on Steam!?!?! Hella negative reviews tho :(

xitter.cf/ShadyyVAL/status/20738… Reposting this!

Being Respectful, Sympathetic, Considerate, and Humble, are all FREE! Food for thought!

Now that OQ4 and 4th of July are done. I am LFT for Swiss Stage as a AC and or HC! - Consistent Top 8 in OQs. - Flexible Availability. - Fundamental Based RTs and Vouches appreciated! @BuildGC

Never thought I'd say this... Im addicted TO TFT...