Sesora33 🏳️‍⚧️

Before yet another person tells me to get a therapist this week… I did it :3 ya girl is about to be therapized + proof I took my crazy pills ✨💊🤪🥲

before vs after… more 𝒸𝓊𝓂𝓂𝒾𝓃ℊ soon ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡ – ✧)

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I get this question more than anything else, so I figured I’d make it clear upfront from now on! “𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝙳.𝙸.𝙳.?" For the skimmers, it stands for 𝘋𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘐𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘋𝘪𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳 and it means I am of plural mind and I have symptomatic effects such as amnesia and internal communication issues. DID used to be more widely known as “multiple personalities” or by use of the word “alter” (which has been replaced by “self-state” in the sciences, or with our word for each other “coanimas” but people frequently use other terms such as headmate or simply as a “part”. "𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝?" Actually, no, although we are at the extreme end of the spectrum, to the point they become “polyfragmented” like ours, they’re genuine brain formations that are fragmented from each other. Our first memory of a switch is after an attempt on our life at age 2 left us temporarily blind and with lifelong coordination issues due to the severity of the brain damage. They have different tolerances of substances, meds, even allergies and left/right handedness, balance and coordination, as well as they can each be symptomatic for their own personality disorders as individuals. Also, not all of them are named individuals. As far as bodily accountability goes, we take accountability for everything our body does as a group. That group has rules that maintain order inside our inner society. We even have a timeout space for people who break those rules. But the main internal rule for us is respecting every being’s dreams & needs, including for each other inside but genuinely every formation of matter is important to us. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We have almost 400 named coanimans as of our last count (avg. is ~8 for AMAB & ~16 for AFAB) but i personally know many in the low hundreds and a handful with 1-5k+ and also in many of these cases not all of those are fully from ~ourselves~ due to programming and purposeful manipulations of our collective before it was known to us fully, but that doesn’t make the part any less us *now*. We work to heal all of ourselves. Most of our parts were born from, suffered, or witnessed or otherwise had to deal with the mental effects of our repeated traumas ~our philosophy is to protect body & spirit while incorporating each individual’s past traumas and delving into the formation of their coping mechanisms & urges to redesign your life using imagination & play ~ whether it’s sexual or not ~ to heal you and give you much needed catharsis for (y)our traumatized parts. ꨄ

I’m a little tied up at the moment, may we take a message?

Desperate for mean words rn

I KNOW RIGHT???