"Over 18" During my 45 days in the forest back in summer the only person i came close with was this guy. Funny duo cuz i was always sober and he was pretty much always drunk plus the opposite of me socially wise. He was often talking about this place that he wanted to go. Ain't a place he really wanted to go but he had to. "Over 18" is basically a therapeutic rehab facility and had to stay 40 days clean before he could be accepted, plus it's not easy to be approved. Never asked him directly what his substance was, but i also knew and it didn't matter cuz such heavy users get into whatever they can find at any time. It's more the concept of addiction to alter the reality, however you can. I was encouraging him to go for it but tbh didn't really believe he'd go for it. A week ago he called me to let me know that he actually got accepted and if he could stay at my place for a couple of days. None of us was in good mood while he was there but man it's tougher than i thought as process. Once you go in, you stay there for 6 or 9 months; you're free to leave anytime, but you can't go back afterwards. Most things aren't allowed, like his phone is still there as he left yesterday morning. He was like: Bro where tf am i going? What to respond other than "Yo G you don't have anywhere else to go anyways; it's now or never, and yk it" But still it felt so sad but also so courageous of him; last night before he leave, went outside and i was expecting him to go for a last drink or something, tbh. But no, he just walked 3 hours straight to calm down. We all at some point cross lines we didn't want to, but there are these edgy crossroads that you show what you are made off. And i think he handled this on the best of his ability. Not everything happens for a reason, but some people enter your life in such unexpected ways that you can't really believe it's random. I have a feeling that i;ll either see him in a week or never again, idk. Hope he turns the page at last. He left me his hat too; won't wear it cuz it itches lol but felt kinda honorable ngl. Maybe when the spring comes i can return it to him Until we meet again mfer.. Happy weekend <3

Block N+0 achieved In a harder chain as well (lost money anyways but bro i'm trying this for months)

> People don't read > Same people who have more wealth than avg participant crying in the TL cuz they didn't read. CT:

Her birthday just passed Last night, once I realized is that day, I felt the urge to write something like this. But I first looked for this photo cuz I felt would align vibe-wise with that entry. Found it, but also saw that photo from NYE party in her house, and I read again the story of that surreal night. It used to be one of my favorite photos but feels poisoned now. In the end, I didn’t text her, just like I ghosted when she texted me a couple weeks ago on my own birthday. The bridging must be on hold as long as possible. Cuz she didn’t have the guts to tell me, and I always found the guts to tell her, to everyone’s surprise, including myself. It’s the first time in my life that I feel that angry for such a long span of days that feels long enough themselves. (whole fuckin month actually, as I'm just noticing) But I gotta handle it gently cuz that’s what I do. So I’ll avoid any contact cuz it’s the sensible thing to do. Issue with that tho is that i avoid other things too like writing and self-accountability in other areas of life. The more you avoid things, the heavier they become. And I think what hurts more is just how inglorious our exit from this shared story feels. That’s why I try to keep the last memory intact. Me on the elevator, her on the doorstep, both with water on the eyes, saying goodbye with a smile and the sign of heart shaped in our fingers. Holding onto that picture whilst trying to let it go.. "Of where we have painfully come from”

Red Market Day Ending In Green For Me Yesterday spent the whole day sleepless cuz on Wednesday night my friends came to play Pokemon and they left at 8 am JFC. Was a little anxious bc my phone screen broke the other day & my claude sub payment is today so that 's like 500$ and i wanted badly to get the money onchain. So after a good house cleaning and dance sessions (i get a little high when i'm sleepless ngl) i went to my usual cafe as on Thursdays i always try to max my Claude tokens before the reset on Friday. (Despite i go pretty often to that cafe only yesterday noticed the guys bringing my coffee are actually twins lol) Started with some work on the @genesisbot69 and maintenance on some other projects. When my coffee finished, instead of leaving, i ordered a black rum. And then i remembered a lead i had a few days ago for an event taking place this day. I check and launch is 2 hours away so i one-shooted a kinda risky build and put the little liquidity i had left. (one shooting doesn't mean it's easy btw; could only do it bc i have done similar stuff many times and keep good context files) And it actually worked lol Was around midnight when i made exactly the profits needed to pay my Max x20 play for this month (which comes with an additional 200$ worth of API credits, fuck yeah) It's easier to take profits when you have specific bills to pay and there's always the next trade to hero play it, hehe. Happy Friday <3

Good bears go to mainnet <3

Inside you there are 2 wolfs... The one just wants to lock in, learn to read and edit code by hand cuz he has a product launch and some bots to conquer the chain and explore more and more protocols, impress his manager and peers etc The other one tho... Spent 20 hours inside the bars the previous weekend, visits random beds, wants to catch up with One piece after work, constantly tries to handle the anger that came from secrets that were kept only to him by her in a way that doesn't hurt anyone, especially his own self. Monday comes, he said time to lock in but no His childhood friends were waiting for him outside his house so they could play Pokemon all together. Once they left, the Dark Girl came over... They sat and talked with honesty, but she wasn't happy with what she heard. He thought she'd leave again like that other day but then they talked some more and the morning he woke up, she was still there this time. She even brought him coffee. They know this probably doesn't end well, but they want it cuz where's the fun in backing off at something new just bc of unrelated past traumas? And life goes on with this unavoidable, high pace of things. I've never had less of clue of what i'm doing and where i'm going but i've never loved so much the good and bad that come with the ride. Because they both get me going And truth is, one wolf doesn't exist without the other. You just gotta make them friends so you don't get stuck inside the dichotomy, That's all you gotta do bro.

At least now Xeet holders on Abs got a migration deadline to bridge their cards over Megaeth 💀

My TL rn looks so close to this header