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State of Depression
Joined February 2010
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Today sucks, it would’ve been 25 years with my ex. I spent the happiest years of my life with her, but have a feeling she views it as her biggest mistake and regrets those years. Lost my best and most trusted friend 3 years ago. Still struggling to let someone else in like that.
June messes me up like no other. So much trauma in this month alone. Mentally struggling my way through, but all the memories are still vivd. Don’t expect anyone to understand and I’m hesitant to get close to anyone again. So it goes here, in the void.
3 years since my ex walked out. Haven’t bothered trying to start a relationship again since I know how easily replaceable I am in every aspect of life. Couldn’t even give me a weekend to mourn my cat. The coup de grâce of my marriage & cat dying in 15 hours irreparably broke me.
Only been 3 years since I lost my little buddy but it feels like so much longer. Unfortunately I had one night to fully grieve him. That kicked off the worst weekend of my life & start of an extraordinarily bleak summer. Still vividly remember it all, sadly nothing’s healed.
A week shy of the 3 year anniversary of losing my little buddy. Feels so much longer than that. I’ve missed him every single day and still struggle with being able to mourn him after he passed.
It’s almost been 3 years since ex wife walked out the morning after my poor cat was given mercy. In that time I’ve never properly grieved him since my focus was immediately pulled to her. Couldn’t save my cat or marriage and it broke me.
Broken Hermit retweeted
Dear men,
Pls declutter and unburden. In a world where you’re not cared for, build a healthy community and support system around you. If you are lucky to have a supportive and loving wife, pls let her be able to be there for you.
This was a direct hit. The last 3 years have been very lonely, but I don’t expect that to change. What’s the point in trying to find someone else who will walk out after 20 years like none of it mattered? Life is bleak
Another day struggling in my head after some of the worst dreams I’ve had in awhile. Everything is fubar and I just want my old life back. Can’t wait for this to end since I’ve been done here for years.
