This year was the year of my awakening.

The horizon is glowing tonight. How beautiful. And hey look, there is the moon over the lake, too 🫶

Sometimes it's just a picture, or something someone said, that sparks an idea that tickles The Muse. Four WIP, really? REALLY?! Okay. Here we go! Idk if I can handle this, but I'm willing to give it my best shot. Whatever gets the inspiration flowing, amirite?

Lookie what I found in my store. Woo

Smoking the flower legally for 8 years. Woo! But realistically for me I been using since I was 14 on the daily. It’s my sanity meds 🫣 so that’s um…almost 28 years 👀

I swear I’m alive (enough) and awake (maybe) this morning

I'm sure all fan fiction readers will be able to relate to this one. Have you ever been asked who your favourite author is and almost said (username) instead of a published author? I had that happen today. I blanked. Hard. Like sorry, but the best story I ever read was by some 22 year old chick on the internet who wrote like five stories and dipped about ten years ago...🤷‍♀️

Today I worked so hard I wore a hole through my sock. I had my steel toes on and my big toe started to hurt halfway through my shift. Thought I just banged it, as one does in steel toes. (or just me probably) Nope. I get home, take my boot off and my toe is partway through the hole in the sock, circulation being cut off and I just...yeah, been one of those days. Stupid holey sock...

I doubt I will hit numbers like I did yesterday for quite some time, but hey 1,773 words is still more than I expected to hit tonight

A fandom event should be run by people actively IN the fandom. Add an outsider and you’re asking for drama. Asking for people to make a choice and then vetoing it because YOU don’t like choices being made against yours is not how things should be run. It’s supposed to be fun. Mods are doing it voluntarily. Why are you ruining everything by making it feel like a corporate job?! It. Is. A. Fandom. Event. For. FUN!!! Holy fuck. Fuck you (you know who you are. Next time I won’t subtweet you. I’ll call your bitch ass out with receipts. Don’t fuck with my friends, bitch) /endrant

Okay. I lied. It's now 7,558 words for the day. That's two chapters written today alone. Imma just gonna go to bed now...

7,344 words. In one day. Insane. The Muse was definitely on fucking fire today! Made some serious progress in one of my WIP I hadn't touched in a few weeks 🤘

A little fun fact. I write best on those cloudy, dreary days. It's when my imagination thrives. Let's go, writing gods, I'm ready to let the words flow like magic

I stop myself from saying a lot of things on here. Back in my alcoholic days, I was completely unhinged. Now? I have nothing to fall back on and say "oops, I was drunk when I tweeted that sorry" so I just...say nothing at all. Until I find a reason that's justified, of course

So far this month I have written 19,565 words across two different WIP. Not too bad. I feel good where I'm at. I gave myself a 30k goal for the month. I still feel like I can make it, easy peasy lemon squeezie

Ghosts in the trees 🎃

Aight cool Spotify. I see how it is. But fair. There’s some bangers on this one as I scroll so let’s listen and write the afternoon away 🤘

With more reveals dropping today, have you read the first reveal of this years #SQSNXI yet? Here's your sign to go take a little look-see and who knows, maybe this will be your next favourite story! 😊

Riding the wave of the words tonight, 2,742 of them. Would've tried to even it out but I've had my eyes on a screen for far too long today and it's time for some rest 😴