I haven’t touched a video game in months. I haven’t played Fortnite in over a year. And I haven’t streamed consistently in over three years. Tomorrow, that all changes. Twitch invited me back to the platform and made me a Partner, and over the last few weeks I’ve had a lot of time to reflect on my life. Through everything I’ve dealt with over the past three years — the mental battles, the personal struggles, the highs and some really fucking low lows — I realized there’s been one thing constantly missing from my life: Gaming. When I first started streaming, I loved it. It wasn’t just something I did — it was a passion. I had a fire in me to make it work, and It fucking did. But eventually, I got greedy. I got complacent. I became careless. I started prioritizing the wrong things, made mistakes I wish I could take back, and went down a path that changed my life. And when I look back, a lot of that started after one specific decision: I quit gaming. I quit streaming. I walked away from something that genuinely made me happy. So after a much-needed break, three years of ups and downs, and some of the hardest mental battles of my life… I’m back. Not halfway. Not for one random stream. I’m coming back because I actually fucking want this again. Tomorrow. 9:00 AM EST. RelayTS on Twitch. It’s been a long time. Let’s fucking go.