Relapse isn't a one time thing. It's part of a fun never ending cycle where you try to quit but eventually fall right back in to your toxic bad habits. Eventually you realize you like it and start craving the next time you get to fall back into your degenerate addiction.
I am edging my bricked up huge dong. You nofap losers don't know what you're missing out on. This feeling is one I can only describe as euphoria. Nofap isn't improving it's being afraid of enjoying the intense pleasure gooning gives you.