Not your average enthusiastically chaotic, unscrupulously awkward, conscientious lowlife, but definitely the most neurotic. Self-medicating is my jam. šā«āš»
SoCal āļø Santa Fe
Joined May 2008
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Got knocked up, found out on 9/03
Dude immediately told his āactualā GF from Denver that same night. This psycho sped down from Highlands Ranchā¦ with a bat in hand WASTED.
All four sides of my 30 y/o car damaged.
Dude refused to ID her, & escaped with her b4 cops came.
Then we start to argue. Because fuck his booze why couldnāt he just get something while he was out like he told me he would or DoorDash something right now which is something he does for himself several times in a single day??? He refuses and the silent treatment begins.
Anyway he has taken at least 10 shooters in front of me at this point, having left and returned to replenish his stash, promising me a meal but only returning with his booze and tears in his eyes.
Thatās how I justified allowing myself to be exploited like that, daily. Youāre using me but at least I feel useful for those moments, huh? You grunting with pleasure is a welcomed change to stonewalling me between blatant bullshit lies.ā
That way of thinking is SO FKD UP.