I really hope that one of these days, I just don’t wake up

I was forced to cut my long hair, the hair I’d been growing out for so long and one of the few things I actually liked about my appearance. Now it’s gone. I’m fucking ugly, useless, and stuck with a terrible haircut.

One of my classmates tried to set me up with a boyfriend, and well, the guy was pretty rude. Then he tried to touch my leg, so I ended up slapping him instead Now he hates me

What a shitty week I’ve had. Not a single genuinely good day. Guess I’ll watch gay porn now and see if I can at least get some dopamine back.

Something funny happened. I could only afford a waffle, but they only had pricier desserts. The guy noticed my self-harm scars, gave me a whole self-esteem talk, then sold me one for the waffle’s price...

it feels so weird that the only two people who ever tried to be friends with me irl just wanted nudes from me. other than that, i've been pretty much unsuccessful at making friends.

I should stop cutting myself. I don't know how I haven't gotten an infection yet.

Se murió (no la mató)

He's so cute...

I wanna thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday yesterday. Thank you for taking the time to do so. Even though I had a pretty bad birthday irl, it makes me happy to know that at least some people here were there for me. Thank you all so much. I feel less alone :)

I invited some friends over to eat and hang out for my birthday, and I let them know two days ago. It’s been three hours and nobody’s answering me, so I guess I’m celebrating on my own. At least I got myself a PS2 game as a little birthday present, so there’s that

And my balloons? It's my birthday! Thanks to everyone who congratulated me early. Love you all so much! ❤️‍🩹

I woke up sick and I'm in class I feel terrible

My neighbors last night were having domestic violence, it could be heard from my walls 2:33 am