Even in honesty, reluctance is obviously, tougher to swallow seeds, plant a few growing trees, sprout in my gardening, winterize annually,

Easy is obvious…. Tough calls is calling…

Still but I’m wandering, wonder if logic in?

Silence still haunting, avoidance , avoidance,

Building forever, guess that falling short I see….

Paid for whatever but nothing was property

Used my honesty , leveraged my salary

I tried to be honest but that just didn’t seep through…

Put nothing above you but need to….

Needed to feel you closer guess distance beneath you….

Tried to speak on unspoken truths , guess we don’t need truth….

Feeling distant as ever so how can I feel you?

Flights booked together, nose bleeds too

Traveling the globe just to not see you

Three times the charm so what do I do on week two?

Gambles come in pairs but I can’t reach two.

How big is the spread if I can’t teach you.

How big is a bed if I can’t reach you.

It’s hardly easier to play your card.

It’s hardly easier to disregard.