//so i bought the entire FNaF and Hazbin bundle

//i think i might be the happiest girl in the world rn

Maybe but... How bad would that be in reality, maybe the team would be better without me... Maybe everyone would be better without me... The blood moon incident was still my fault, i shouldn't have lied... I hurt you and i caused you to go away because of it...

Yeah... Sorry... I- i appreciate the thought tho, really

Normally i would feel really happy about this but... I don't have the energy for that right now...

//if i get the motivation i might do two little events for Halloween week... All i can say about them is "now you can bet on tragedy, like gravity"

//WHY COULDN'T THEY RELEASE THEM ON SUNDAY

//"i'll embrace this Wonderland crown... I only paint in red now..."

//so i just finished watching Hazbin S2, that wasn't bad at all like people said

//these were already fully done and even had shop assets, they just refused to release them because

... Thanks... *She hugged the orb once again, now closing her eyes slowly and giving into her fatigue*

N-no... I want... I want them... *Sora tried to fight to keep her headphones on, but at last she was too tired for that, she wanted to keep them because she was listening to a playlist of songs that reminded her of Lloyd*

//just casually added around 20 songs to my playlist and it's all bro's fault

*a couple of minutes passed, maybe even a full hour of crying, until Sora began to look a little tired, the fact that it's a little late at night already probably is taking it's toll on her, at least this wouldn't be her first time crying until she falls asleep*

*Sora just kept on crying and holding the orb as if she was a little kid hugging a plushie after having a nightmare* I... I wish there was a way to revert this...

What we'll do without Lloyd...

Why did it have to be him out of all of us... Why couldn't it be anyone else?? Why couldn't it... Be me... The team needs him much more than they need me, why did he have to die... *And here come the tears again, as she held the Llorb a little tighter* I just... Don't know +

*that should be more than enough, Sora couldn't help but get the impulse to hug the Llorb so, she did* I... I still can't believe this is real, a part of me wishes this was just a nightmare or... I don't know, just anything but real, but i know that's not the case...