lately ive been feeling that i am drowning life has just been terrible with more and more adding up without a notice and im trying to stay afloat within it all but its really at this point where i just cant. i want to do more for my family with supporting them and to achieve my goals (content creation, partner pushing, less overthinking, etc.) but everytime I try to make a move on things i hit so many walls it just hurts so much. i dont want to be a sad girl, i just wanna be a semi-funny anime girl on the internet and get ahold of my life again