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born on Groundhogs with clipped wings, but pigs will fly again. a holy night from Christmas. The Unkowing Knight of the UnNITEd states. a stolen soul

Guilford, CT
Joined May 2010
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Either, I’m a big victim (maybe unintended) to time crimes (and they may think it isn’t crime because it’s for “good” reason) or I’m being psychologically tortured to believe that. Either way it’s unjust and really wrong, it feels like my soul was stolen and then my life was cursed. I am pretty sure it will never be corrected and only gets worse, and I don’t mean just this life, but I will start this life again and it will be worse than this time and it’s already been unacceptably bad. I honestly have memories of life being okay with events that couldn’t have and didn’t happen this life. I’ve felt doom on a level not meant for mortals. It shouldn’t be as is nor is there reason for it, it’s flawed to say and believe we are all one while tossing one under, but I’ve heard the flawed ideology of what creeps where I’m blind and helpless.
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I was a little worried about it, but I have good news. It was just a fart. My stomach has been rumbling and things became questionable after eating the Chinese ribs, but things are okay in some respects because it was just a fart.
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I’m pretty sure, I’m like a false virgin scrafice, forced to be missing the only thing that would make me happy and reduced to pressing buttons while stealers of fantasy print points and play with pudding pops and baby oil. Expected to be mindless and unaware and knowing with the power to correct the evils ever checks and death has been prevented.
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My friend saying to me “jobs are over rated, I’d stay home and collect money too if I could” was so upsetting. Like wtf, I am the job, I’m the hardest job there is, I’m at war with things I can’t see. I’ve had things outside my reality tamper with mine, stealing fantasy and demonizing me trapped and unable to earn, though have many good ideas. It’s just so enraging how misunderstood and how much I silently suffer, worried about why the gears don’t spin while the world gets it’s grind on a lives lavish and it seems my soul was stolen and then intruders doubled down.
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Some of the aliens want to know why our world is inside out. Seems like there is life elsewhere, but it’s under the surface, maybe, not sure, but they do think we are inside out, whatever that means.
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Anonymous anomalous anomaly RussGard retweeted
在计算机数据库语言里,英文单词 NULL 代表空值或者无数据。加州一名叫约瑟夫的网络安全程序员跟老婆开玩笑,花几十美元去加州车管局申请了一块印着 NULL 四个大字的个性化定制车牌挂在自家车上。 这位老兄原本打了个如意算盘:要是哪天自己在路上不小心超速被摄像头拍下来,交警后台的烂电脑程序一读取车牌是空值,说不定就会直接报错跳过,让他白嫖免罚金牌。 前两年确实风平浪静,直到他上网去交新一年的养路费时,系统突然跳出了一场程序员的终极噩梦。原来加州外包罚单处理中心的程序员在写代码时偷了懒:全加州每天有几百辆没挂牌照、或者车牌被泥巴挡住没拍清的违章车,警察在系统里录入时车牌那一栏全留了空白(在数据库底层自动记为 NULL); 当系统去车管局匹配车主寄罚单时,电脑一看约瑟夫的车牌正好就叫 NULL,二话不说把全加州从南到北所有无头违章的案子全算到了他一个人头上,几天内给他寄去了整整一麻袋、总额超过 1.2 万美元的催款单!
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This just in Breaking News: Apparently the president is reporting, THAT WAS NOT A FART. There was a wardrobe malfunction and new garments are required.
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Nobody could have lost more at life than me, I paid for Christianity then the Illuminati cheated and extra demonized after demons were freed. They need to make this right or legalize assisted suicide in America, I didn’t want to be the Unkowing Knight of the UnNITEd states. But it’s so fucking evident and I didn’t want more than another but the demonizers are living lavish while I’m isolated and cursed with worse.fack you fantasy stealers.
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I get that I come across as a narcissistic prick saying this, but also are we sure someone shoukdn’t be narcissistic. I look at the story of my life and it crosses so many things, but it seems like somebody assumed me mindless and stole side story glory causing a misery of history. I probably should have died a few times and chewing demons have been living in fantasy keeping me from changing my world but stuff has changed and I’ve been unable to die or live. It’s all so fucked up and everybody is mindlessly content and it really pisses me off I never wanted more than another I only wanted to swim 8n my ocean. But….. ahhhahhahh
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Anonymous anomalous anomaly RussGard retweeted
In December 1960 the most famous writer in the world was checked into the Mayo Clinic under his own doctor's name, officially for his blood pressure, and given up to fifteen rounds of electric shock to the brain, and when he came out he could no longer write a sentence, and six months later he was dead. Ernest Hemingway was 61. He had the Nobel Prize, the Pulitzer, the houses in Cuba and Idaho, and a head that had been battered more times than anyone could count. He had been blown up by a mortar in Italy in 1918, split his skull open in a London car crash in 1944, been thrown from a motorcycle by a shell in France the same year, and walked away from two plane crashes in Africa on consecutive days in 1954, the second leaving fluid leaking from his skull. He drank enormously. By 1960 he was paranoid, convinced the FBI was following him, unable to finish the Paris memoir he had nearly completed. The Mayo psychiatrist, Howard Rome, treated it as depression and gave him the treatment of the day. Electroconvulsive therapy was the modern answer in 1960, quicker than analysis and tidier than the lobotomy it had replaced. Hemingway went home to Ketchum in January. He was worse. Asked to write a single line for a presentation volume for the new President Kennedy, he sat at his desk for a week, could not do it, and wept that it just won't come anymore. In April his wife Mary found him in a state that terrified her, and he was flown back to Rochester for another course of shocks. At the Mayo he told his friend A.E. Hotchner what the treatment had done. His memory was his capital, he said, the thing his whole trade was built on, and they had wiped it and put him out of business. "It was a brilliant cure but we lost the patient." The clinic discharged him at the end of June as improved. On the morning of 2 July 1961, at home in Ketchum, he took his own life. The psychiatrist who has studied his head injuries most closely, Andrew Farah, argues that the man in Rome's office was not simply depressed but living in a brain wrecked by a lifetime of concussions and drink, and that electricity was the last thing it needed. The FBI files released in the 1980s showed he really had been watched for years, which is a hard way to learn that a patient's paranoia was partly a report. None of that got a hearing in 1960. The diagnosis was in the textbook, the treatment was in the textbook, and the patient's complaint that it was taking his mind was in the textbook too, listed as a side effect, expected and temporary. They treated the most observant man in American letters for being wrong about what he was seeing, and the last thing he saw clearly was what they had done to him.
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Anonymous anomalous anomaly RussGard retweeted
Replying to @caspr_exe
Bill was NOT the best programmer of his generation. I've read his code. I've read Paul's and Monte's. And the reality is that the company's original crown jewel, the BASIC interpreter, is, in fact, pretty genius. Especially for young guys. But it's not the best code ever written, or the best code I've ever seen, or anything like that. It's good, solid assembly code written by kids to pack a LOT of functionality into 8K. Code to be proud of. BASIC didn't establish Microsoft's foothold because it was new, unprecedented, or even that hard to do. It was the right solution at the right time in the right place. The hardest parts - the floating-point math - were heavily inspired by the DEC Focal interpreter, to which they had source code access. And they had access to other DEC interpreters to see how they worked. None of this was rocket science. But it was something Bill was very good at: fast following. That's a real skill, and it shouldn't be minimized. It doesn't matter what you can ship 3 years from now. It matters what you can ship 3 months from now. That sense of angst and dread that likely drove them - afraid that someone else would get there first - that was the key battle. Not the technical side. Not "how will we ever write this" but rather "how will we write this before someone else does it". And they were first, and it was good, and the rest is history.
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Anonymous anomalous anomaly RussGard retweeted
People on FB make a condescending post reminding you to vote, then post their sticker and think they've solved all the worlds problems. 😂
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Anonymous anomalous anomaly RussGard retweeted
Former astronaut Ron Garan returned from space convinced that humanity is “living an enormous lie.” During his 178-day mission aboard the International Space Station in 2011, spending nearly six months in orbit and covering over 71 million miles, Garan experienced the transformative “Overview Effect.” From 250 miles above Earth, the planet appeared as a single, delicate blue marble suspended in the void, with no visible borders, nations, or divisions. Political lines vanished; instead, he saw a fragile, interconnected biosphere wrapped in an astonishingly thin atmosphere, the sole protective layer sustaining all life against the deadly vacuum of space. This perspective shattered his prior worldview. He observed an iridescent, teeming world of life but no trace of the global economy that humans prioritize. Garan realized the “enormous lie” we perpetuate: the illusion that we are separate from one another, from nature, and from the planet itself. Our systems treat the Earth’s life-support mechanisms, air, water, ecosystems, as mere subsidiaries of the economy, when the orbital view reveals the opposite truth: the planet comes first, then society, then economy. In his words, this realization highlighted how crises like climate change, deforestation, and biodiversity loss stem from this fundamental misperception of separation. Garan argues that embracing this unified, fragile reality, seeing ourselves as crew members on “Spaceship Earth”, is essential for collective survival and effective global stewardship. The view from space didn’t just change his outlook; it underscored an urgent call for humanity to realign priorities with the undeniable interconnectedness of our shared home.
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Not voting today, not giving permission to corrupt pedophiles.
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Not looking forward to my dermatologist appointment tomorrow, the doctor is really hot and she looks at my fat body spreads my cheeks and looks at my asshole like I might have skin cancer from the sun there. Also they usually find some melanoma’s that I have to get removed.
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Anonymous anomalous anomaly RussGard retweeted
– at Cahokia, IL
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Been ready for Halloween for years. Never a trickortreater it’s so upsetting. Case of big box of Gobstoppers as something different. And nothing.
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When I’m falling asleep I often get visions of I guess relative things and last night was some Illuminati Rappers and they said “sum” and then the voices where freaking out looking for a safety. Maybe I had one more than expected and then something kept growing and they were unable to stop it. So I’ve been in a shitty mood, they’re never good but it’s a bit worse.
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Certain Shirley saying “I make sure he gets what he needs” seems like the Mom-O-Bot role. And I just get to survive in isolation pressing buttons unable to live while others enjoy fantasy.
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Don’t feel like playing COD but got nothing to do and I hear the observing voices arguing over Certain Shirley doing me wrong. So I’m going to cracks some beers and press buttons, fracking sucks.
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Bought a pumpkin this year but didn’t carve, it just felt sadder doing it alone even though I did it by myself the past few years.
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