Matt Donovan

< that make sense? @VengefulRogue

< life. All I do is screw up, and that makes me want to push people away so I'll stop ruining everything for them. Does >@VengefulRogue

< guy, the sheep. I'm terrified of hurting them. And honestly, I have no idea what I'm doing... Every single moment of my > @VengefulRogue

< me and want me around, and then guilt eats me alive when they're kind to me or say something sweet. I feel like the bad > @VengefulRogue

< life. Relationships of any kind are claustrophobic. I just feel like I have to run away from the people that care about > @VengefulRogue

< myself. I try to take on other people's responsibilities so I can forget about my own troubles and stop living my own > @VengefulRogue

< 5 minutes, and it feels like 24 hours of procrastination that only gets me in trouble. All I do is hurt people and > @VengefulRogue

< waking moment trying to find something I can feel connected to, a meaning, but nothing ever does the trick for more than > @VengefulRogue

< The things that used to matter don't anymore. Any connection I feel is fleeting and comes with heartbreak. I spend every > @VengefulRogue

< when you're with someone - a friend -, and you feel a connection? I just don't feel that way anymore. I don't belong. > @VengefulRogue

< know, after Rebekah left, I shut myself out, and it just kept getting worse. Losing Elena was the last straw. You know > @VengefulRogue

You're the only one I can say this to. I'm not sure I trust anyone else, and maybe that's part of the problem. I don't > @VengefulRogue

< already got her plate full with Mikaelson drama, @VengefulRogue.

< to anything. But what if she's better off without me? The last thing I want is to cause her trouble. I'm sure she's > @VengefulRogue

< to tell you how empty it feels without her, @VengefulRogue. It's like I'm just a shadow of the guy I used to be. I can't find a point to >

< no hesitation in my voice} I want to fight for her, I do. There's nothing more important than her, and I can't even begin >@VengefulRogue

Honestly? As scary as Klaus is, I'd give up my life for one more moment with Rebekah without blinking. {I hold my gaze on @VengefulRogue, >

I honestly can't do this anymore.

Thank you for existing and being a part of my life, @VengefulRogue. That's all.

< Klaus would kill me before I got to say, "I do." @VengefulRogue