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Battling OCD (Daria) depression&anxiety. Autistic. Wanna be actor and naturalist. πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆ Her/they #smashthestigma #mentalhealthmatters

England
Joined February 2018
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Hoping this will show others they are not alone and talking can and will help. Mental health is a lonely place but it doesn't have to be!
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I call my ocd by a name to separate it from me. Not matter how many times people told me the thoughts were irrational and not real I couldn't help thinking there must be some truth to them as they are my thoughts. I can now separate them as something else which has 1/2
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Helped me massively. But now I need to change it's name for peronal resons, tbh I never thought it fit properly anyway. So it is now called Daymon which I think suits it! #OCD #intrusivethoughts
Need your help! Work have sent an email about autism acceptance week today with a link to a physiologist who knows about autism. Suggest some #actuallyautistic advocates I can tell her about rather than an neurotypical with a phd, also which do you prefer πŸ‘‡πŸ» #askingautistics
25%Awareness week
75%Acceptance week
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Doggo was terrified of the fireworks so is now in my bed finally settled! Daria has always put a stop to me even getting in bed without cleaning my feet! My protection of the doggo has shut up #ocd, for now anyway
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Staying in watching telly this new years, same as every other NYs tbh just feel shitty with bloody covid this time πŸ€’ What ever you're doing have a good one and if NYs isn't your thing it's just one day that turns into another like every other. Wishing you all good mental health!
Its taken this long but looks highly likely I've got covid πŸ˜’ thankfully just feel like I've got a bad cold but normally when ill Daria is strong and loud yet I've had the erge to clean my room! Doing in small stages but actually doing it and only quiet thoughts!πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ #ocd
I love Christmas but the anxiety of loss of people in the same place, noisy kids, adults stressing over cooking, having to suppress sensory overloads and meltdowns, change of routine, unexpected things this is an #autistics Christmas #anxiety Thank god for the dogs!!
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This is however my first Xmas since diagnosis so I won't need to mask like before and can hide away when needed πŸ™ŒπŸ»
Inspired by Dr Alex George's #postyourpill I take 2 sertraline a day and 2 propranolol 3 times a day and without them and cbt, especially the sertraline I wouldn't be here today. Never wanted to take meds due to stigma but so glad I did. #depression #anxiety #OCD #smashthestigma
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Wish this had been a thing 10yrs ago when I was at rock bottom terrified to go to the Dr's I might not have spent 2yrs hiding and struggling with my mental illnesses There is NO shame in taking meds for mental illnesses same goes for therapy there is NO shame!!! πŸ’œ
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Had another "training" at work about making autistics not autistic, they even said to "teach" autistics to give eye contact! I'm getting closer and closer to saying I'll do autism insight, they won't like it but it'll be a lot better than this abusive shit! #ActuallyAutistic
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Well done British media there wasn't a fuel shortage but there is now. I can't get any so how am I to get to work as a sen lsa & carer????? Before anyone even mentions public transport my contamination ocd puts a stop to that!! 😑
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So sad! My thoughts are with her loved ones ❀ #cancersucks
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Two people I work with said they believe the mmr vaccine caused their kids autism I was the wrong person to say that in front of!!!! They don't know I'm #autistic #ActuallyAutistic #VaccinesDontCauseAutism
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I never really understand when a celebrity death impacts on people as only a few have on me and the sad news of Sean Lock has. He was a brilliant comedian, cats does countdown won’t be the same. My thoughts are with his family and friends.
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Dog sniffed a caterpillar & now Daria is telling me he licked it & will die. I image searched it & it was an elephant hawk moth caterpillar which are harmless to people and pets yet still seeking reassurance from searches because the thoughts are still there. #thisisocd not πŸ‘‡
Saw this on my fb earlier as a friend commented on it. Had to share a explain why this ISN'T OCD and what OCD really is. I'm shaking with rage from it 🀬 If only OCD was as simple as this! #OCD #Smashthestigma
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Saw this on my fb earlier as a friend commented on it. Had to share a explain why this ISN'T OCD and what OCD really is. I'm shaking with rage from it 🀬 If only OCD was as simple as this! #OCD #Smashthestigma
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Daria has been on form and loud today and I wondered why they've managed to get through and realised I haven't taken my meds for about a week πŸ™ƒ That'll be why! Safe to say I'll be taking them tonight #OCD #forgetful #takeyourmeds
Two panic attacks averted yesterday thanks to my grounding box and @MindBoxChange. So nice to be able to over come and re join my sisters wedding rather than have it ruined by multiple panic attacks like the last wedding I was at!
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Having one of those days where I'm fine if left on my own but anyone talks to me I'm then annoyed (think it's due to lack of sleep) but now my mums picked up something of mine I put on a window sill ages ago for an #OCD reason but can't remember why so even more annoyed she
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touch my stuff and having to do unplanned ERP. Thankfully I'm so low on energy I can't be bother to think about the OCD or do compulsions so suppose that's something! This would have consumed me not to long ago, still can't believe how far I've come thanks to #CBT & #ERP