Long time listener, first time bereaved dog-mum. Prone to walking into walls.
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Today Angelo would have been 19 ❤️
It has been such a difficult day, missing him in our hearts.
Happy Heavenly Rainbow Bridge Birthday, my darling boy. Hope you get to eat all the birthday cheeseburgers 🍔
To everyone who last year helped cover some of Angelos vet bills when he suddenly couldn’t walk, this lil boy has enjoyed another 15 months. I am grateful to all of you. While I never got to have human children, I’ve been his Mum since 2005. Thank you 🫂
His 18th is a gift 💖🐾
ALT Angelo the Jack Russell on his 18th birthday, in a snuggle with me. He fills the left-centre, my face is to his right, I’m in a black t-shirt, his paw is on my arm. We are both looking at the camera
After the standard 1:30am ish wake up, didn’t think I was going to get to sleep. Hot feet. Cold. Then Reiki.
Fell asleep,with just a few rumble toss n turn position changes that didn’t keep me awake. Woke at 7. Finally.
Big hug with Rufus followed by a big cry. In bed with hot feet, taken pills that haven’t helped, fan going, wheat bag across the insanely painful internal abdominal sutures. Maybe tonight there will be more than 4 hours sleep. Maybe.
Got soaked walking the dogs, so it’s homemade ‘left over roast chicken last of the anchovy jar are they frozen black beans in that container’ pizza night
Gawd Lil One is a yappy dog at this time of night. The stress of other dogs getting walks while she waits. Sshhh girl, your time comes soon.
An afternoon of being The Emotionally Supportive Ex Wife, and, The Sister Who Solves Things Via Text
Cannot find my laptop charger. Have not used laptop since a few days before surgery. I have admin I need to do. Crapsicles.
Todays algorithm is showing me the same things in both t/l’s, with the Following showing me tweets from people I don’t follow purely because people I do follow have responded to them. And it’s usually the same 5 people.
Where are all the people I actually follow?
Photography is art, it is connection, it reflects an existence we may never get to see in person.
What a shot. How did you do it?
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Please let this be the day the meds start to reverse some of the damage so I don’t have to live with this permanently. Please.
Terrible night with little sleep. Too hot. Too cold. Too uncomfortable.
I should probably spend the day in bed. I should probably accept my body is healing from major surgery still and subsequent traumatic diagnosis.
Rest is still needed. So why can’t I sleep.
8 < The level of pain I have in just one area of my body
2 < The amount of pain relief tablets I’ve taken in 24 hrs
I have decided we need to don coats, boots, prepare the pups, and head forth for a small wander. For introvert I may be, but also, cabin fever.
Finally binge watching Bridgerton, while emotionally eating my way through the day. I need this emotional snacking, I am processing something deeply hard, self kindness is junk food today.