If you lost someone very special in your life, this is for you. “Tired of hearing that I will see you again in the 'next life. I don't want to wait a lifetime to see you again. I want to see you today, right now. Tired of being told I have memories to cherish. I don't want memories, I want to make memories with you. Tired of the words "time heals". Time will never heal this empty place called my heart. So tired of hearing that you are with God now, safely in his care...an angel in heaven. I really do not care where they say you are. I want you here. Here. Here with me. I want to see you, feel you, touch you, hear you, speak to you, and just sit in silence with you. It doesn't make me feel any better knowing you are at Disney land or on a cruise... or in heaven. I am so tired of hearing that you are with me always. That you are watching over me. I can't see a spirit or touch a ghost. I do not want you as a guardian angel. I want you as a face to face human being. I want you alive and breathing. I want to hear your heartbeat and see your chest rising with each breath. I am so tired of trying to make a life again. A life without you. Tired of trying to smile. Tired of being strong. Tired of holding back tears. I am so lost. The pain is unbearable. Sometimes can barely breathe. I am so tired. Tired of having a reason to grieve.” #Repost to show someone that they are not alone. ❤️