i want you to want me as i want you. desperately. i want to make you shiver from my touch. i want to hear your voice, breathless and shaky. oh, i want you to say my name like a prayer. full of devotion.
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Dear, if you want to be appreciated, appreciate other people first. If you want to be hear, listen to what other said first. Don't ask for something you didn't even did to other. Respect is earned not given. Try to reflecting, don't just sue others.
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something horrible is happening inside of me and i don't know why. my nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. i feel lethal， on the verge of frenzy. i think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
i don't think people love me. they love versions of me i have spun for them， versions of me they have construed in their minds. the easy versions of me， the easy parts of me to love.
have you eaten? (i love you). did you get enough sleep last night? (i love you). how do you feel today? (i love you). did you have a nice day? (i love you). will you come on a walk with me? (i love you).
