Mei 🧪🦌Concerning Friends Arc

I have some sad news... I know I have just come back from hiatus but I am severely unhappy with how this have been going... So I am going on yet another hiatus. This will be until I can get my new pc so I can actually stream games tbh. I'm so limited with what I can do and it saddens me. I may still stream the new life is strange but that will be about it until I can get the new pc funded. There is no pressure whatsoever but if you did wanna help contribute towards it I will leaved the link down below. Once again I am sorry to be making this announcement. I love you my sweet nerdlins. I'll be back before you know it <3

I might have an early night tonight, I didn’t get to sleep much last night O7

Thanks for paying my bills chief

How is posting nsfw art of my adult character in any way comparable to a pedo

Well I don’t have a mortgage, you may have less disposable income but you were able to afford the mortgage

No not really

I still have to pay my water and electricity and I added council tax as they like to pick and choose with that (I have to pay council tax right now due to the government paying for my rent so my allotted money a month is up therefore I have to pay council tax) but if we remove council tax that’s still £180 a month, I have severe food aversions which would make that last abt 15 days

I bought that with my dad’s pension money, he died and I wanted to treat myself after all I’d been through. None of my government money was spent on that before you want to claim that all of us on UC spent our money on useless shite. That was my dad’s money

Yeah, my disability is nothing in comparison to your obvious mental disabilities.

I want to, it’s just hard to with my physical disabilities

Eventually I want to take streaming full time but I’m still battling to find out what’s wrong with me which feels like a full time job on its own.

Fibromyalgia and hypermobility, I’m currently actively on waitlists for other things too and have investigations going for more.

It was still gifted to me!

I didn’t make it nor did I commission it, it was gifted to me by my friends

I could only do remote in that case and no one is hiring remote (they say they are but they aren’t) trust me I was applying for remote jobs for years as that’s all I can really handle

Oh dw I don’t want to live that way, once I have my shit figured out and can find a way to better my quality of life and manage my conditions I intend to work harder on my self employment (which the job centre does now about) but up until recently I didn’t know how to manage my symptoms as I wasn’t sure what was wrong with me :)

No I get disability benefits because when I shower I pass out, when I stand up I pass out, I’m in constant pain every day all day. I’m not even on disability yet, I’m on higher rate UC as they don’t think I’m capable of work or work related activity.

Well driving is the biggest difference between me and your niece, I legally will not be allowed to drive if the investigation I’m going through soon decides I have POTs. I’m in constant pain and whilst I empathise with your niece and know how hard it must be to go around the world with paralysis, I can feel my pain every day, even limb, my back and sides. Disability looks different in everyone.

Autism, fibromyalgia, hypermobility, potential POTs (still getting investigated), smth wrong with my eyes (I have partial blind spots and I still am waiting to see a specialist for that), a localised pain in my head that is anywhere for a 3/10-7/10 pain (still waiting for my neurology appointment for that too)

My dad worked full time until he finally retired at around 72, I was actually always told I was going to go far growing up as I was naturally smart. A lot of my issues are physical and I want to overcome them but I’ve only just got doctors listening to me (after fighting with them for 5 years) and haven’t got everything sorted out yet.

Okay fine, my disabilities if you’d like it more formally said, they are diagnosed disabilities that to affect my ability to work.