7:30 in the morning. Day's barely started, and my buddy sends me this shit when I'm trying to be positive about something. Fuck it. Scorched earth it is. If you're a Vtuber looking to get art, rigging, or a model done, BLOCK THIS USER. She has a long and storied history of not delivering on projects and manipulating the vulnerable for money. You will be out several hundred to several THOUSAND dollars depending on what she's decided to advertise to you, all because she lost interest in the project or her hyperfocus is off. I have multiple witness accounts of her doing so, and of her using manipulation tactics to break people apart and turning them against each other. Including from myself- because this person is my ex girlfriend. Relationship drama ahead, so if you don't want to read that, click off and read something that won't hurt your brain. Admittedly, I am a little biased. She stole, burned through, and cheated me out of a very significant amount of my funds until I was at one point living on a budget of $25 a month. By the time we broke up, the total was $9,266.72. Several people I know were also scammed out of their money, including two people who never got refunds and a terminally ill person who she convinced to give her money. I will also be honest with you all here- I was not the best boyfriend. I'm not of sound mind (obviously, I'm a retard on the internet for cryin' out loud), and have several mental damages. But I can outright tell you what my problems were, while she'll acknowledge not one of her own. My failings were the following: 1. Avoidance. I have a history of going quiet and rarely initiate conversation with people. People usually have to reach out to me before I remember that I can actually communicate in private with people. 2. Poor boundaries. I would repeatedly say that I could not continue funding Kai's lifestyle/inability to maintain hers, but would still be coaxed into sending amounts time and time again to help with "small things" or things she decided to buy, expecting me to cover the deficit in her bank account. 3. Emotional Withdrawal. I'm bad with affection. Unless I'm 100% sure someone loves me, I can barely reciprocate affection in kind. I informed her of this before the relationship even began, and she agreed to work with me on it. 4. Staying too long. There were moments where I should've cut my losses and left, but I didn't. Admittedly, it was because I needed someone with positive, or believed I'd never find anyone else. I outright admit, I believed I couldn't walk this world alone. I was afraid of being on my own again. 5. Accumulating resentment. This is what brought the relationship closer to the end, as around two years of a relationship I couldn't really express a proper grievance without it backfiring. I would take blame for things that ultimately were not my fault, because at the time I believed it was. Eventually it exploded out at one point, being the only time I ever raised my voice (I despise doing so, as I come from an abusive upbringing and refuse to perpetuate that misery). A lot of these were my fault, and I will acknowledge that. And even on certain issues that weren't directly my fault, I perpetuated certain problems in a feedback loop that ultimately caused damage. Now, here's what she won't tell you, because she wants to make herself out to be the perfect princess that does no wrong. Her failings: 1. Repeated Emotional Escalation. Any disagreement would escalate rapidly, devolving into arguments out of nowhere while occasionally dropping in statements like "maybe we should break up" or "why are you still with me?" Once was even a "Why do you never try to stop me?" 2. Guilt-based communication. Phrases such as "I'll suffer, maybe we shouldn't be together, leave me alone, I'll just go, stop ignoring me (once when I got offline or stopped responding for five minutes)", etc. Or repeatedly saying "So [insert x negative thing]. Got it." Anything that WAS her fault, she would manipulate the situation and phrasing in such a way that made it no longer her fault, causing me to take up the blame for it. 3. Difficulty respecting/withdrawing boundaries. The sheer amount of times I had gotten stressed and gotten offline or went elsewhere to deal with my feelings so I wouldn't explode at her was astronomical. Yet while she had no problem enforcing HER boundaries, she equally had no problem pushing all of mine, trying to force me to return on multiple occasions to continue talking despite my insistence that I step away to deal with it. I once set my status as a definite "Do not disturb unless absolute emergency," because I was feeling like shit, and she refused to honor it. 4. Financial pressure. She refused to get a job up until a certain point and lied about applying to them, all while manipulating me into financing everything from rent to groceries. At one of my lowest points, I lived off of $2 a day just to make sure she wouldn't starve or go homeless while she tried to find a new job. And on one instance, she refused to delete my debit card number, burning through $2000 in the span of a few weeks on multiple doordash orders a day. 5. Possessiveness extending into my support network. This one still irks me, but I'll try to keep it objective. She tried to make me choose between her and my friend group that I'd known for years longer than her. Blamed my adoptive brother for getting me out of an abusive household, claiming "You took him from me." And even tried sexting/getting with my friends in an attempt to make me jealous after we broke up. In the end, I believe that we were both in the wrong. She takes the weight of most of the unhealthy parts of the relationship, while I take the blame of perpetuating it and allowing it to continue being the way it was. We definitely weren't good for each other. But this wouldn't be a proper scorched earth post if I didn't address something else- I was not the only one. Her first boyfriend? She claimed he was possessive. Her second boyfriend? Claimed he was controlling by not allowing her to be polyamorous, which she convinced me to allow her to do in this one. And me? She claimed I was emotionally abusive, when I was at best emotionally absent. Also claimed I treated her like an accessory. From what one of the other guys who dated her told me, she married the second one. She manipulated me on multiple occasions by exploiting my mental issues and deliberately exacerbating my high stress levels, claiming I was the abuser. And at the end of the relationship, she left when I was in a state of mental distress, later claiming she planned to return once I'd fixed myself. In her own words, "ever heard of 'if you love them, let them go?'" So, I raise you this question dear reader; who between us seems to be the abusive one? I already exported the chat logs, and can fully provide several witness statements of people she has burned or screwed over in the time that I've known her. I can post them in a google doc at any time if there's high enough demand for them, and I can collect screenshots of other people who decide to come forward. There are no images attached in the chat longs, either. So she can't claim that I'm holding any images of her hostage. Pure text, nothing else other than links she may have sent me (I haven't tested to see if they work). And to YOU, Kai -because I know you'll probably read this- I care for everyone close to me. Whether that's like my brothers, sisters, or whatever is in between. But you've long since lost that right. I don't know why you decided to do this now of all times, but I will not fall. I stand tall against the tide, against the agony, and against everything you will try to put me through. And those who believe in me will be my strength, whether you like it or not. You will never break me again. TL;DR: Ex decides to try to ruin my chances at ever growing as a creator, Vtuber, and potentially decent person. I'm covering my ass and hitting back with a mountain of evidence that shows she's not innocent.

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