There is a presentation that I must get done today I think.

I don’t want to go to work. Actually I don’t want to do anything. But here I am, showered, dressed, stalling stalling stalling

I feel like a drink and it is only 9:30am and I haven’t even gone to work yet. I am so tired of my life, deeply tired. This morning I made myself 4 bacon rashers, 2 eggs (which prob made me run to the loo fairly immediately) and a slice of bread.

i’m tired of coughing. tired of my life

am sitting in the dogs’ spot in my room, drinking a little creatures.

Sitting at my desk. Quiet.

so congested. i am walking in my own bubble of me

Am tired.

Did they change the format of BBC World Service? A lot more ramble dialogue now, with less concise reporting. I don’t like it.. Is it all in my head? @BBCWorld

Predominant emotion in my forties is anger.

I’m at the point where everything o do for myself, i think about having to get it done for my parents. Need to get parents to the dentist, need to cut their nails, need to get their hair cut, etc.

Sundays with my parents feel a little like treading water in one spot. Glad for my aunt, uncle and extended family who make it more fun.